I think you're being very brave Jen. I know you're confronting these things in the choices you're making.

It's also important for everyone to realise, that when you have confronted this kind of incongruency, felt, (truly) processed and integrated the pain of it, then it's not that you have to go on being immersed in it all the time. The point is that it doesn't hold you any more. You can live your life according to how the soul then guides you - probably to a different experience.

When I first noticed the magnitude of the system, I found it hard to accept and deal with. But something compelled me to keep immersing myself in it (and to take breaks away from it). Now I find I can be in it all, find my own way through it, and not be affected by it.

Open *OK*