Wow. What a ride… deep into the darkness of the sub(un)conscious and back! Thank you all present physically and those who were holding the space for us through the ether. Big hug to Trinity for nurturing our bodies, to Open for being all-in and giving it all to us at every moment of the journey. Kim and Oliver, thank you for being our guardian angels and providing support in the moments of deep processing.

For me it’s been a profound spiritual voyage through the fear, disbelief and finally … joy. It was not what I expected, actually most of the experience was rather unexpected. Being more conscious now, I have committed to keeping my heart open no matter what experiences will unfold. I will go right through the pain and paralyzing distortion because I’m simply not afraid of it anymore. Also because I’ve been there and came out on the other side. And to me, the other side feels like… the moor… serene, ancient, alive… and Lisa Gerard “I am Free" is playing in the background ;-). So that is where I've arrived, how I transfigured. This is where I live from now.

As those who were there are aware, part of my adopted personality disappeared in the process and I’m happy to announce that the true self is slowly beginning to occupy the vacant space. :-)

I love you all so much! <3

Margaret