The energy is really building for this course, I can feel it.
On a personal level things seem a little to be a strange mixture of outwardly and inwardly tumultuous and painful, and outwardly and inwardly peaceful and purposeful.

This is reflected in the fact that I am coming ever more into soul lead living. It seems some how more clear now and easier to 'hear', for example in the last few months I have become very clear about a major direction professionally which would be a completely fresh start, but my soul is singing it loud and clear.

However, there is still much ego centred living going on in my daily living too and it feels like a war is being waged inside me. My soul whispers it wants to dance and my ego is continually shouting about the next thing that needs to be done, plans, control and needs. It feels like agony (perhaps to do with the 'agony if existence'?)

But I know I'm reaching the point of breakthrough, eventually, and until then its just downright painful.
This course could not have come at a better time.

Love to all
Richard