Eddie - I feel for you. My heart goes out to you. You might be suprised but there have been plenty of times I've felt lost in this place too. But then I realised the place itself is lost! That seemed to make it a lot easier.

Consider that there's a progressive shift of consciousness going on. So as your soul comes into new internal layers, it expands these out to fill your reality. Each will have its distortions and confusions to resolve, each will feel like a new place.

As you may know, I'm living on the Canarian Island of La Palma right now. I've been here by myself these last few weeks. I feel an awesome connection to the land, but totally out of place with regards society - different language and culture. I've realised many times in the past, that at such times, it's about being awesomely okay in the confusion. It's sure to resolve itself.

Namaste

Open <3