Hi,

I'm as hyped as ever about the events that our history builds up to, in our very lifetime. I do not seem to get all the spare time and right working circumstances that feels right. Undeniably some wishes are manifesting, as a three-day work week has finally been granted to my favour, such an gift... Also recently reached the sense of unidentifying presence, where my bodymind was as a separate individual entity. It has my priority focus now, as it will greatly help me on egos issues of resistance and attachment. I struggle with being part-time sole-provider, as I find myself in what feels as indefinately bound to this, with some justified fears of even becoming 100% of the time alone with the responsibility. Besides these, reality seems to shape in favour with people, mind and emotions. Reading Your posts I recognised a worry related to feelings, as You always stress on the importance of feeling the way to aligned being and the right path. Although something small definately has been igniting, my small I still worries about "not catching the train" as it leaves due to lack of definitive emotions.

Blessings to You all,

Kristian