I very much Appreciate and Resonate with Your words!!! I have Always felt no need of a mother or father even as a child. Thank You for Your sharing!!! I Too feel a strong pull to work with all life...Always have. I am Angry because we were sold a lie to "survive" in this world means to destroy it. I have always had an internal conflict because my mere existence on this planet is part of the problem. As a teenager I gave up on doing what is best for the planet because i thought my input was too small to matter. What a horrible lie i have created to live in this life!!! Now I have to sort it all out and change the direction of my life completely :) My recent almost 3 months of little to no work because of back trouble has given me a great opportunity!! Much Love an many Thanks to this Whole Community!!! Namaste Eddie