also, at some point in time it felt a little like the two hemispheres of my brain were "repelled" from one another and i experimented with intentionally allowing the two hemispheres of my brain meet one another.

somehow i found that if i bring my awareness to both hemispheres of my brain at the same time, in the middle, it feels like "making love" unity, and no more pressure on the outside.

m im aware we might be working at different depths, im not assuming my responses are of direct help, just related :)