Open, when Geoff and I saw you last you said something (well - many things) that have stayed with me. You were facing a challenge that had brought up anxiety. I remember you said something like "I got to the point where it didn't matter what happened - I just didn't want to feel like that anymore". Then you took your next step towards what needed to be done and stepping forward into it, the anxiety disappeared.
When my emotional body is triggered (as it seems to have been all the live long day lately), those words eventually surface - just when I am ready, it seems. Perhaps that is what is going on with Gaia. She has felt, processed, transmuted and is just ready...
Joining Eddie's tears, I echo Trinity's words 'I feel you love'... and Tigger .. 'Was-Te'.
Jan xo