This clip you shared Open brought tears to my eyes, especially when he said it was just a "game'.  This sense of lightness came over me.  It felt like I was given permission to just relax through it all and have fun on this unfolding journey.  Something inside of me has been trying so hard to get "it" right whatever "it" was for me in any given moment.  I feel I've been wound so tight over the years especially in the solar plexus region of my body.  Contracting down and playing small over and over again.  The inertia just grew inwards, and I just kept putting the lid on it.  I was having difficulties moving this energy on my own.  Something big had to happen to rock this energy loose within my being.  The energy is now moving and seeking realignment with the flow. 

I'm working to connect with my guides and "Team", I feel that I was so invested in the reality that my ego created that I was blind to the gifts and awarenesses that were being shown to me.  I feel at times I would catch glimpses of them but only from a purely intellectual standpoint.  The word "embodiment" comes up for me at the moment.  It feels like all that I've learned along my path up until this point in life is being called to be embodied and anchored down through my physical vessel.  I feel this deep in my bones.  This fire that is burning inside is awakening the catalyst inside of me. 

Something I read in a recent article that really resonated with me was "Stop seeking.  Start realizing".  My mind seems to be softening with each passing day, surrendering into the unknown of it all.  I feel this deep sense of peace arising in my being.  I'm beginning to radically accept my purpose here on Earth at this time.  I feel this strength and determination building within and it comes from a place of being versus needing to do or be anything else other than who I feel pulled to be from moment to moment.  

Feeling grateful for this community at this time and I feel this energy building collectively.  Movement is being encouraged collectively and individually. 

Man, energy work is the real deal, learning how to hold the tension of opposites as we unfold through these times feels like a full-time job!  A role I'm ready to step into and embody!

With deep love and gratitude,

Chad