Such a wonderful exchange *OK* Something you said jumped right off the screen M...

"Perhaps you will momentarily fall apart"

Yes, yes, yes. It's okay to momentarily fall apart. To crawl up in a snithering ball. To allow yourself to feel like you're going crazy. To accept that at some level, it'll never be 'fixed'. All relativistic reality is a distortion of the absolute - of The One. But in amongst that falling apart, in the very depths of it, remember the key that unlocks the doorway through it into presence. Then you be able to accept the chaos. My heart goes out to you. Open *give_rose* PS: I put this video up again. It takes practice, like any new skill. So use it to inspire the inner process...