Thank you for sharing this and what a beautiful synchronicity and insight. You say dreams offer deeper messages; its funny that everytime there is some kind of important decision to make in a challenging situation I dream of birds! Lots of them! They remind me how to be the 'big I' which for me, resides in the 'no I'.

Oh my, yes, it is heart wrenching to really awaken to the reality of this world and whats happening to Gaia. But the heart is awakening and so is the mind and the gut, exactly as you are describing! We choose to follow the souls calling to be the 'big I'.

With love and friendliness