You hit the nail on the head for me right now. I'm going exactly through the process you describe:

Opening authentically into the shift involves an ever deepening and BOUNDLESS trust... trust that when we let go and surrender completely in the heart, we'll be looked after and supported. We ARE!!! This is the nature of the 5D. And the shift to me involves, feeling the 5D through the 3D (no matter how 'messed up' and convoluted the 3D might appear at times)

I'm feeling 5D more and more through 3D but looking at my life through a 3D lens it seems pretty messed up. But it's not. I'm just getting ready for the big leap.

Thanks the both of you and synchronicity for these timely words! *biggrin*