I felt to share more on the paradox of creating things from being for those with strongly manifesting and creative configurations of soul (like you Kim).

We have to learn to master 'landing the balloon by not grasping for it': imagine a child grasping for a helium filled balloon - the more he grasps, the more he pushes it away. But that doesn't mean turning away from it either - the balloon is meant for you. So your soul draws you to focus in order to bring shaping potential into fruition as manifestation. The trouble is the ego then wants to control the creation, believing it knows what's to be created before it actually lands. So the creation either doesn't land, or else it becomes distorted (my intuition tells this is the source of the shame - Kim - "a misshaped reality has been born" is what I'm given to say).

So it's like you see the vision of what is forming; you can see patterning coming together. Walk toward it, focus on it. Yet don't grasp for it. Wait for it to land in your open hand. Then you know the manifestation is as aligned as it possibly could be.

Open *OK*