Here I am at home softening
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Here I am at home softening into density and felt to share some snapshots of the journey. It was so profound that I can only say IT ******* WORKS!
Waardamme (on the way to Brugge)
Four of us in the car (Jane, Aspasia, Marye and I), feels like we are approaching a war zone, density coming into view and excitement builds. We are about to be dropped off in the initial location at Brugge station. We are still together meeting our fellow travelers at the station from the earlier drop off. Our unit is still holding together, feeling into density, softening ... We are pulled to the some green space next to the station.
Brugge (I am on my own)
We are on a mission and the only way forward is to follow your own flow. We split up following our own pull wherever it takes us. I am on my own now trying to pick up the flow as I make my way to the town. Feels like something is constricting my flow. I cannot seem to pick up any threads. I go deep inside trying to feel what is it constricting my flow. Bingo - I realize there are no obligations even if I previously agreed to them. There is only flow! (Aspasia - I trust you will be alright but felt like our flows needed to separate and looked like you were in the good hands of Jane)
After a short break and a cup of coffee, my flow literally took off!!! It was speaking to me here and there. Took me on the narrow tucked away street and what do I notice - Marye is smiling at me sitting and drinking team at some place called Fantastic (in traslation). Wow - our flows met for a short break and some reflections. What are the odds! It didn't take long. The waiter shows up and insists that I order something or leave! I just got here and didn't feel like leaving so Marye starts to engage the guy and feels like wants to punch him. I am feeling the excitement building in the stomach, observing, softening. For some reason I had an urge to hug the guy but didn't act on it as situation resolved itself by ordering another tea. Yeah - what a refection of the density and it even manifested itself with some foul shitty smell in the air (literally)
After a short break and a hug, our flows separated. I had know idea where it is taking me. I would lose it at times but then was able to pick up again.
There are a lot of tourists in this time of the year. To cut short I was taken to the corner so it seemed like the only options are either turn right or go back. But the was a third one which small i was resisting but I felt the pull to go through was seemed like garage and it let me to the perfect place to rest. Hotel Acacia even the name spoke to me. Interesting that as I was waiting the printer at front desk malfunctioned - three buttons with the one in the middle blinking. But the most awesome thing was seeing this huge cage with a parrot inside in the lobby. The cage door was open so I was showing the parrot a way and we exchanged a bit, but it stayed inside. Interesting that the cage was next to the mirror so if looking in the mirror you don't see an open door. The most amazing thing happened next morning as I was checking out. My jaw dropped as i saw parrot out of the cage happily sitting on top of it close to an open flower.
Paris (breakthrough)
Next day I had to be in Paris to catch my early flight the following day. With regards to denser energies, Brugge hasn't prepared my to this. As I was getting off the train, I could feel the contraction as I was greeted with seriously looking soldiers with full armor. Softening and trying to pick up the flow again hugging these guys in the ether.
The most breathtaking thing happened in this huge park with lots of locals. I heard it has a temple inside surrounded by water but couldn't find it and flow wasn't taking me there. Intead, the flow took me to another place which I thought was a temple for some reason. It was a peculiar building like an island with a really nice lawn and flowers in front of it. Perfect place to meditate as all other places were over populated and not fitting. The only thing was the island was off limits with wires around right in the middle of the busy foot paths intersection. But I had a strong pull that it was for me supported by signs. I see the resistance rising as I step over the wire and sit facing the door. As I close my eyes it is becoming challenging attention being drawn to outside (people passing by projection what this guy doing there, police coming taking me away and on ....). Slowly I manage to draw my attention the breath the breath intensifying ... I had remember this feeling before during the course. I feel the strong soul infusion right there in the middle .... Wow it felt good!
The flow takes off taking me around out of the park only to bring me back to the other side of the park ... higher grounds. Now I can see the city skyline and a bit below - dome temple with columns surrounded by water. I felt to go there. Then the flow took me over the bridge. Time for celebration, music playing somebody is getting married. Felt to have a drink and some dancing! Wow - what a day!
Most interesting thing happened on the plane as I was sitting in the last middle row 42E. There was a malfunction. They couldn't turn off the light in economy middle section so we were flying with light on us all the way.
Sorry for the lengthy post but these are just snapshots I felt to share the rest stays in the ether.
Thank you for tuning in if you got that far.
with Love,
Anatoly
