Its funny I'd always lived my life full on face on but when spirituality took centre stage in my life I got caught up in those parts of me that were ungrounded and somehow rather than honing them in I walked with them further away from reality. Its great now to be able to see more clearly what's going on and also to reconnect with lost parts of me and most of all to be grounded. Some of the things I've done to get to this point have put me in a situation where there is now a lot of pressure from practically everyone around me to take medication, something I've never done and that I know would have terrible and long-lasting side-effects. I grew up very one-sided and being firm is something 've learnt only recently. This nowfeels like an opporutnity to learn sticking my ground. For the rest I've accepted that I'm often going to feel like I'm a sand dune and need isolation in equal measures x