Wow, I couldn't have described what is going on any better. Actually it answered what is going on directly word for word! I am so confused at times (ok, more than not), all over the place with my emotions, situations on the outer world, yep they are changing and everything is not the same, it is scary, I am trusting in something that I can't see. That something is inside of me, which is even harder to trust after being so conditioned for 60 years. I am breaking down.

For some reason, there is something still driving me forward to follow my inner being. It feels right. So, I am staying with it. The symptoms really helped, its like you wrote them for me, LOL, I realize I am not alone, everyone will have some or all of these. While going through them, its easy to forget that. When I am floundering, I pick up Breakthrough and let it open to whatever page, and re-read it, I find comfort in it, that I am going to be ok. It seems to open at a page where I need the encouragement the most. Synchronicity. I am trying to sit and just let the answer come.

I have started the 5 Gateways. I feel the more I can learn, the more understanding in my heart mind and soul, the easier this will be.

Thank you for this wonderful gift!

Much Love and Gratitude! Celine