I am on the opposite side of the spectrum than you Jen, I believe. I was feeling to evacuate Florida with the storm coming. The signs seemed to support the feeling and within a couple hours I booked flights for me and my kids and flew out the next morning. Now I watch as I second guess myself. Did I move too quickly. Was it right. Will the storm actually affect our area that much or will it go another way. Did I pay too much to fly out. Should I have felt into it more.
Now in Colorado I am noticing that the impacts of the weather are everywhere. There is smoke in the air here due to several wildfires in the US. Over a million acres are burning right now. One thing I did see several times was emergency vehicles with lights and sirens on. I may not get it right and seems like I blow things up when I create but I feel a sense of urgency more than ever.
I don't know how to do it any better than how I feel to Be now. I can't decipher if it's coming from my soul or ego, probably a mix of both at times but I can only move forwards the best way I feel to. I Can appreciate that I was going to make my choice based on where I'm at times but it feels like I am constantly frustrated and wanting to do better. Like I am not bringing enough awareness into my choices and thus keep creating what I perceive to be the wrong. I guess that is working with regret. The article is helpful and I know it's is about expressing beingness within the choices. I am attached to getting it right, coming from my soul, but it's very hard to tell where it's coming from. Everything in my life right now feels like a big fat mess because of the choices I have made and perhaps it is because I am still unable to align with my soul enough.