There comes that moment where you hit the inner wall. You've made the commitment to surrender and go deeper within, to journey into the stillness. It all goes fine for the first part. But then, maybe two or three days in, you grind to a halt. Boredom takes over. Distraction, tiredness, aches and pains. Now is NOT the time to stop!

Here's the point of maximum growth potential. I call it the 'anvil'. You are actually entering the boundary you need to break through.

Amongst the fear propaganda machine, a beautiful juxtaposition is also happening. Those who are prepared to pierce the veil of the charade are letting go and opening up. Consequently, there's an expansion being felt in the field, through the 4D and opening out through the 5D throat chakra. It's opening wide in the stillness. In fact, some people are going into euphoria. It's the other side of the coin. In the universe of relativity, fear is always a gateway to love, when we're prepared to confront and let go through it.

There surely comes a point when you tire of the drama. Where you realise there's little you can do to shift the general state of consciousness to see past the veil of propogated smallness and fear. You've done what you can and you're done with it. What now?

Until the soul becomes fully self realised - realising of the One Self - then it will attach in particular circumstances of life and fragment. This causes pain and tightness in the various layers of the bodymind such as physical existential matters; emotional attachment in relationships; or the mental tightness of trying to control an outcome. Society teaches people to surpress and dampen this pain through avoidance of soft comfort, which leads to a lesser life of imprisoned conditioned behaviours.