Hi Open,

I have sat with this for most of the day. I almost expected some huge revelation but what came was around being the observer.

I’ve had a few reflections of this recently and today I had a beautiful connection with who I feel may have been my guide. It would be the first clear communication with them, if it was in fact them.

But I was uncertain as to whether it was my guide or potentially a twin flame connection.

As I enjoyed a special song for me on my car radio, I was transported back to Jordan where I had danced in the rain, feeling total freedom and incredible joy.

The presence told me they were there with me when I did that. I was so deeply moved by the connection but a part of me wanted to know immediately who I was communicating with. At this point, the flow seemed to stop.

I realised I had slipped into identification with the experience so I worked to let that go. A short time later, as I was still feeling into the experience and contemplating it, two motorcyists pulled up next to me. They were in convoy, one in front of the other, both wearing fluorescent jackets, with the one behind having ‘Observer’ plastered over the back of the jacket.

To me, it’s another reflection to come from that place now. It feels like that’s the invitation.
It also seems to be happening naturally but I also feel to be in it consciously, all of the time.
Being in this state all of the time is often spoken about in this work but it feels like I finally get it now, and it’s just happening naturally now.

With love

Nikki 🙏✨