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Dear Open ,

Long post alert !

As you may be aware I have been in a personal maelstrom myself over the last few months . And in between the tearing apart of my family structure there has been a veritable plethora of interesting experiences . I had booked a series of sessions with Richard to explore my own “Parting of the waves” . And the exchanges have been off scale. 

It seems I am exploring in part the Feminine Consciousness called Isis . A lot of shame ,blame, guilt has been processed out of me . A lot of second chakra stuff including about sexuality ,boundaries in relationship ,sovereignty ,and a karmic convolutions . I am so grateful as I have been inundated by support during this time . A couple of experiences I would like to share ( it would seem our sessions are more about me channelling information than anything else ) . I am currently with a partner in whose presence I am also channelling kundalini energy - during physical intimacy I experienced my heart blowing up into a pink geodesic dome and was told that it will help all those around me . 

One was two weeks ago when I saw a wall of water come up as large as the mountains.It was in Atlantis I felt a strong sense of shame as I was a keeper of the crystal . And a lot of people died “prematurely” which explains in part my work now “ saving” premature babies . And a second in which it seemed like I could see “how” the Noah’s ark was an energetic configuration which helped the ascension of species . It centres in the higher heart which is also very active within me . 

In another meditation session ,I “saw” Isis and Gaia reconcile as Isis apologised for her role in the intervention and then they merged into one. I am now much more conscious of my torus than i ever was. And its effect on my surroundings. 

I still am having to deal with a very angry ,controlling ex who is using many manipulative strategies to drain me . It’s interesting seeing how my attachments ( my daughters well being ,social status etc.) affect my ability to be in my internal masculine during these attacks, which I am still learning to embody .   

The juxtaposition of these experiences with my 3D mess is so weird it borders on the ridiculous. I confess I am looking forward to the energies in Egypt :) 

I was debating whether to share all these experiences online ,until I heard the Facebook live this morning . 

Onwards !

Megha