Black Snake Energy Unravelling: Liberation Breaking Through Society
We've reached another crucial stage in the shift where ancient entangling energies, that we can call "Black Snake", are revealing themselves by the escalating stories and dramas being created by the shadowstate. It's a last-ditch attempt to hang onto power. The curcial thing is to witness and understand how this energy is creating the repetitive loops of entanglement and to extract out by diminishing the energy you give them. Here's what the Black Snake energy is about and how we can productively work with it.
Black Snake - the Lynchpin of Controlling Intervention on Earth
"Black Snake" is the term we've given for the underlying satanic energy that's been orchestrating the wide-ranging machinations of the plandemonium in society over the last three years (not to mention its historic intervention that ranges all the way back to the Biblical Garden of Eden) - it is the lynchpin of the controlling subversive agenda that's been particularly rife these last two years.
(read related background article)
The energy gets into the psyche and addicts souls to a disempowered reality of the shadow agenda. In more recent times, it's working with interdimensional ET entities and applying AI to ramp up the effects of its control. For the work of Openhand, it was always going to be a crucial confrontation. And I very much sensed there was some essential relevance to the location of our Return of the Pleiadians Retreat, that being Tepoztlan, the birthplace of the Quetzalcoatl.
This Feathered Serpent God is steeped in history and mythology that entwines through the ancient Mayan culture. I always felt there would be an entanglement of the Black Snake energy reaching far back through history.
What might the solution to this wayward energy be?
The crucial thing is NOT to polarise, judge or castigate. It actually feeds off this negativity in society and especially within relationships - where people live within repetitive loops of subtle judgments and disempowerments that limit both. Condemnation and "tit for tat" projection only locks in place the fight and the struggle. But neither is it helpful to simply ignore it. We must call it where we see it, but without over-energising. The crucial thing is to diminish the energy it's feeding off - give it nothing to thrive from.
We require an evolved perspective that respects and carefully considers where this energy came from, what are its fears and karmic pain? What will persuade it to willingly realign?
The Flower of Life and the Elementals
The ancients have depicted for us, through the aeons, the natural orchestration of life through the Universal Torus. This interconnected "Flower of Life" is even indelibly burned into pyramids in Egypt. Every aligned life-form embodies the Torus and flows naturally as it. The Interdimensional Intervention, that has been bleeding dry the natural harmony of life on our planet, is living in avoidance of this life flow, and desperately trying to steer it into a synthetic agenda more of its own vibration and liking - a virtual metaverse of control.
The lynchpin to this intervention is the Black Snake, which crucially was a natural elemental binding life on the planet for a collective experience. It became so good at locking reality in place, that it got lost in the density, lost the original benevolent purpose, "disconnected from God", and started to control life for itself.
Understanding this provides a crucial key to understanding how to unlock it. But then also to realise: exactly what aligned part in the Universal Torus should it be playing?
In the dream-time recently, I watched these strings of quantum energy being channeled back into the central vortex of the Torus, and lining the swirling central void that binds the whole together. Understanding how density moves through different aspects of the Torus was critical to bringing this energy back into alignment. It had been "cast out" from the central vortex and locked itself into an outer 3D layer of the overall Torus itself.
Could we bring it back to its rightful place?
Resistance to the Torus is Futile
We first had to connect and communicate by empathising, but not judging or condemning. Your heart has to be big, your field very coherent and clear, so that the Black Snake entities simply don't attach in you through your own self-judgments. Because it will exploit every distortion and weakness. Then we needed to open a telepathic channel and be abundantly clear with it: EVERYTHING moves as the universal Torus eventually. We're moving to balanced harmony in all places, "Nirvana".
Likewise, Gaia is being reclaimed by a great galactic convergence of cycles and energies leading to the Solar Nova "Event". Nothing will be able to withstand this Great Realignment - this is no negotiation!
Understand the Nature of the Upcoming Galactic Superwave and Solar Nova Event
On the retreat, we did indeed find ourselves at a key location of this energy and working with advanced facilitators that understand it, we initiated an empathic connection - a telepathic bridge. I was greatly heartened by what ensued - I do believe this Black Snake energy in society can see the writing on the wall, and the great emergence of freedom that the soul of humanity is yearning for. After a few days of resistance and attempts at deception, the energy we encountered finally surrendered, came through us, and by embodying the galactic torus, we were able to channel it back into the central vortex, where it then adorned the swirling inner flows. As a field facilitator, it was one of those peak experiences that was both tremendously rewarding and humbling.
Rise of the Rainbow Serpent
What then transpired on the retreat was totally magical. Firstly we felt a rising of the repressed "Rainbow Serpent" coming up through the volcanic stone of the mountain location. This is the collective soul energy of Original Humanity, which is beginning to break through all across the planet as people challenge the mandate measures of the bogus pandemic.
Second, and most uplifting, the clearing and more natural alignment of the energy in our space, facilitated a higher dimensional infusion of Pleiadian energy - a wave of higher dimensional beings entered the studio where we were working and infused the group with a tremendous sense of joy and upliftment. Gosh, just what a difference this energy can make in society!
These are early days, but clearly, this latest round of our field energy work is perfectly timed as growing waves of humanity across the planet reclaim sovereignty and now demand the restoration of their inalienable rights and freedoms. I share our experiences on retreat in Mexico so as to inspire other energy facilitators around the world, who now have some crucial keys in dealing with this very pervasive, ancient perverting and distorting energy. Now we can seriously help both challenged souls AND this Black Snake energy come back into the Universal Fold. Early days yes, but these fundamental developments are very promising indeed.
Do read the updated shift updates in commentary below, especially about how we're tackling this ancient energy in regular life.
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Bright Blessings
Open 💙🙏
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Middle East Madness: cause of Black Snake reactivity to Shift
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10/10/2023 Shift Update; Staying Calm with Focus
I'm sure many of us will be sending compassion to the souls caught up in the latest outbreak of violence in the Middle East. It's always the innocent caught in the way ♥️
To me, it bears all the hallmarks of another nefarious concoction by the shadow to keep the planet in fear, distraction and disempowerment. I feel a hefty dose of Black Snake satanic energy belying it all. Creating confusion, pitting one group against another, thus to wrap people into identity. Especially those deeply rooted religious layers are coming to the surface right now.
We must stay focused on the inner path, and not be distracted by it all. That may sound a degree cold, but the inner path leads not only to self-healing and soul integration, but also eventually, the means to be able to positively influence the field. You can, for example, learn how to bring the energies influencing all this back into the universal Torus - to weave Black Snake back into the vortex. This will be a key final aspect of the shift to 5D. It's a process we're working on at a planetary level in the facilitator group.
(To gain insight into the nature of Black Snake energy, scroll up)
At the same time this has all kicked off, there was a massive earthquake in Afghanistan. Which is almost certainly the effect of the ongoing pole shift. It's all interconnected. The Black Snake energy is feeling very precarious in the Shift right now, it's old construct being threatened and so it's triggering back.
So let's stay focussed on the inner journey. Whatever triggers, especially fear, see it as a means to open new gateways of solidity and integration. Trust increasingly in your connection - notice how it always provides a way forwards, step by step. Keep your head up. Keep watching the positive feedback loops. The light is breaking through the clouds - let's keep attuning to that. Remember, what you put your focus on, greatly impacts your reality.
For anyone wanting to do exactly that, and to keep finding the light in the storm, we still have places available on our 5D Human Activation, 3-Day Zoom retreat this week, commencing on Thursday. It's perfectly crafted to help you navigate by the infusing 5D light in the wake of the 3D convolutions...
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Much love and well wishes to all
Open 💙
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11/10/2022 Journal Update
This is indeed a rich and colourful thread that's developing - thanks so much to all for your insightful reflections and sharings 👍. I felt the importance of looking at a deeper level of sophistication with the Black Snake energy, especially in relationships...
To start to untangle the Gordian knot of automated behaviours between people based on repetitive reactivity, it's necessary as we expressed yesterday, to "call out" the energy: how another might be projecting onto you their version of reality for example. The Black Snake energy, lurking in the oppressor's psyche, builds itself up by having awareness of a truth - especially a spiritual truth - such as "you're being defensive" for example. Now, in the oppressor's pysche, everything the other partner has founded their reality upon must be false, because "ego is defending itself". In this case, the calling out takes on a deeper, and then more sinister shadow. This is what can lead to psychosis in the other - they don't know their own truth anymore. Paranoia is a classic symptom of such an entanglement.
Of course, neither is such a dynamic of any value to the oppressor, even if they tend to get their own way a lot of the time. If it comes at a cost to the other, then this is always a cost to yourself anyway - are you the singular source of truth? Does it serve to carry the burden of truth for the other? You can easily get weighed down by the perceived responsibility.
What to do when things reach this stage?
The Ray 4 Diplomat: agreeing to disagree
This is where the Ray 4 diplomat of the soul must come to the fore. We have to master the art of agreeing to disagree - let me explain.
Maybe the perceived victim in the dynamic is protesting that: "you're always doing this, or that, I never get my way". In the oppressor, you can clearly see that the other's point of view is coming from emotion, and founded on an inaccurate truth. Nevertheless, it is THEIR TRUTH, and must be honoured and respected. Because ultimately, in the relativistic universe, EVERY reality construct is based on distortion. No matter how accurate you might be, there's always a higher degree of accuracy. So the key is to recognise this, let it humble you, and allow the other to express their own truth. But crucially, WITHOUT correcting them. Even if you can clearly see the distortion. Otherwise, the Black Snake energy still has fertile ground to subsist, both in their psyche, and yours!
The progressive approach of calling out the general dynamic and then extracting yourself from the reactivity, followed by allowing the other to fully express their truth, starts to diminish the Black Snake's grasp. This is a difficult one to master - when you let the other fully express their truth, there's need for patience and also not getting pulled in. If they judge or project, just allow them the space - then they feel heard. It doesn't mean you have to agree. In fact, by not even responding to the judgment, is often sufficient to negate the procession of the energy into the space. It's a win win. The other expresses what they feel - but that doesn't necessarily contaminate the space with that energy. The Black Snake has nowhere to go.
You might ask, "how does anything agreed upon or done" in this situation?
This is where infinite patience is necessary. Each expresses their truth without making the other wrong. But allowing the Ray 4 to naturally work its magic. If your truth is still true for you, hold the position lightly, allowing for the possibility it may change - no one is ever absolutely correct in these dynamics. Hold your position lightly, let the other do the same, and "agree to disagree". Make that clear. Thus, both parties are respected and honoured. Now the Ray 4 will work its magic - the entity dislodges, because there's less and less fractional energy to sustain it - and then you'll likely notice a significant shift in either or both parties. A way forwards materialises out of the ether.
This approach also becomes a way of integrating the Black Snake entity back into the universal fold, into the Torus - it is seen and respected. It's truth honoured. You didn't make it "wrong". Forgiving it (a classic spiritual distortion!) is exactly to make it wrong. It doesn't want or need forgiveness. As far as it is concerned, it was acting in the best way possible, given difficult circumstances. The contraction within it, of being "judged by God", eases and releases. It can be met, empathised with, realigned and then redirected.
I offer this viewpoint forwards today for significant contemplation.
This is highly advanced and sophisticated work.
I commend you all. for illuminating it.
Bright blessings
Open 🙏
In the middle of the Draconids
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WOW, I am right in the middle of this dynamic. At work I was entangled in literally this situation you describe whilst I was trying to be pushed into the oppressor's side. With a lot of patience, ray 4 quality and heart centredness I could hold mine and the other's ground without (dis) agreeing. I was kind of proud of myself. But was I completely honest in this situation? I did not ask myself this question, untill a few days later when I twisted my ankle. This made me wonder why I had manifested that. The word twisted in English brought forward more illumination. Twists, turns and manipulations are characteristics of the BS energy to me. After reading this article I realised I have not been completely honest in this situation with a co worker, because I still felt a slight sense of 'I was right" . I was not even aware of it then, but now I am ! And you know what: I don't feel like judging myself, like I tend to, but I can take it in as an experience to evolve. How wonderful, thank you so much for this great article. And by the way , we apparently find ourselves in the midst of the Draconids meteor shower these days, it must have helped to put this dynamic out very sharply for me.
Perfect Example
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Wow Corine, thank you for sharing!
Such a perfect example of how to take the insights of Openhand work and apply them in everyday situations. And then to tease out the meaning of the synchronicity, too. Such a succinct encapsulation of so much playing out!
And also to notice that the Middle East conflict now offers us the opportunity to revisit this perspective which Open already wrote about exactly one year ago!
Black Snake Energy Active in Relationships right now
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10/10/2022 Shift Update
The shift keeps moving along through different, progressive unwinding stages, just like an ancient gordian knot unravelling itself. Especially now, I'm observing the illumination and revelation of Black Snake energy in relationships. It's a highly limiting entanglement between people that keeps them locked in old, repetitive cycles and loops, based on subtle judgments and projections. How best to deal with this energy?
Firstly, I highly recommend reviewing my lead article on Black Snake Energy in the Shift
(image: Snakes on the brain, by Design_Discord at zazzle.com)
Judgments and Condemnations
The way this Black Snake energy works to limit in relationships is by creating subtle (and also overt) judgments that each partner, or participant of a group, projects into the space. It takes a truth that you might express, and then embellishes it to a degree. So you might be making an observation about the other that is based on some truth - "you're always limiting my freedom of expression". There might be some truth in this, but watch for the concealed word "always". And then also what follows after, "which is because you're always holding back your own expression because of how your father was with you". This then can make the other defensive and look for a way to counter. You then get a limiting loop of activity, which the more is played out, the more is embedded.
Watch especiallty when someone makes a condemnation about you. A condemnation might begin with a discernment with truth in it, which you recognise, but then it twists it in, using phraseology that creates YOU as a being that is enfolded in the discernment. It's subtly creating the idea in subconscious that this is who you are and what defines you.
Black Snake energy will run a typical conversation between partners (for example) that is littered with these kinds of condemnations in quick succession. In so doing, it can overwhelm and ensnare whole reality constructs between people that they then adhere to. It's an abusive dynamic,which can be so extreme, that it causes you to doubt the very nature of who you are. It leads to mental, and emotional problems and even bouts of psychosis.
What I've witness of late, is that this energy is being highly challenged by the accelerating Torus - the frequency of consciousness is rising, especially the determination to be authentic, and so this energy is surfacing. It's becoming increasingly obvious in relationships.
In the beginning, when you see it being done to you, there can be a strong temptation to fight or else pull away completely. But neither will likely be productive in the long run, especially if you still have this programming in you.
What to do? The key is not to fight it, but to call it.
Call it Out
What I mean by this, is that wherever it arises in relationships, call out what you're seeing: "I'm experiencing you being judgmental of me in this way..." It's crucial to work not to over-energise, because that simply perpetuates the struggle - it invites you to use unloaded phraseology, for example. But also watch for the other deflecting and simply coming back at you with a reaction about how you're being. You could say something like, "well, that may be the case, but it doesn't answer how you're being with me - let's deal with that first". Even if you recognise truth in what they're saying, it's crucial not to crumple and be overwhelmed by the deflection.
Progressively, you're not accepting any judgment the other makes about you - you're calling it and reflecting it back. You're illuminating it. Do be prepared to work on your own stuff with them, of course, but be absolutely clear, that when something has been exposed within them, you require that thread to be explored first. When something is exposed in them, and they seem ready to work with it, that's where to empathise and help them feel into the attacking energy. Let them know, that whilst you won't back down, you're prepared to be compassionate to work with them and their feelings.
This is how we can work to untangle the gordian knot which sits in the relationship or collective psyche.
I cast that open today for inquiry and feedback. How might this kind of dynamic be active in your relationships? Do share. I'll be happy to provide feedback.
Bright blessings
Open 💙
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Increasing awareness of bs energy
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Oh yes, it can be such a tricky energy in relationships! The past months I had to face how much the bs energy is present in me and how it looks to oppose reality and the other person. When an argument arises that goes back and forth with accusations and fixations, I can see how it works on judgements I have mostly of the (distorted) warrior, becoming opposing and passive agressive towards it. And I really relate to how confusing a conversation can become to the point where there is a loss of connection to reality and it starts to feel psychotic, as if the mind is taken over. Fortunately there is more and more recognition of it and an increasing ability to emerge out and call the energy for what it is, with the growing ability to just watch it without acting. It's really about always working on the awareness of how you created the reflection of the other's behaviour and working to own it. I recently had to realign a lot in my relationship, and I slipped into projecting again for a while, but afterwards when I could own it a beautiful shift happened.
I recently feel a growing sensitivity towards words being used, as you mention in your article, words that carry an absolute energy and create a fixed judgement started to feel very limiting. There is something really beautiful about writing and speaking with an increasing level of awareness, being intimate with text and language and choosing words more carefully, words that feel more 'open' and give space to wider and more flexible interpretation. I feel that's very important in working to realign the bs energy.
Dear Open
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Thank you for that synchronous article !
I am struggling in relationships . I have just emerged from an overtly physically and verbally abusive relationship. And am now in a another kinder relationship. I find myself in many of the dynamics that you are delineating. As also in the wish to just run away from it all. The last relationship has left me with such deep self doubt that I am continually feeling into myself and having to validate my own feelings on a day to day basis . It mirrors perfectly my childhood of course
It's an exercise in persistence and I have a lot of resistence as well. Just this morning I had an interesting loving conversation with my significant other where I gently and expansively suggested that he uses his profession to define himself to the degree that he is avoiding his own emotional self.
I have also made a significant improvement in my diet .This too has been as a result and in conjunction with watching my own energy . A predominantly raw diet feels so good ! A combination of this persistence with keeping my attention INTERNAL a lot of the times ,validating my own experience and being truthful in relationship is making me feel like I'm in a sort of emergence .
Something new and beautiful is coming alive in me .
Thank you for this synchronous article !
Megha
Calling the BS out
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Hi Open, thanks for this space I wish to call it out from myself.
I do recognize that my personality has a tendency to come through a lot in this distrotion. Take some of the BS energy, blend it with the karmic knots of Sirian archetype and particular absence of Ray1 (alligned warrior) and you might get me in closed relationships. There is basically no control in my expression, it is more of subtle manipulation. Might I eventually learn to persist long enough sitting with unresolution, without trying to manipulate the outcome?
I've probably mastered the pull away technique when it comes to relationships. My first (and only) intimate relationship has started at my age of 28. Therefore I know very well how to hide this aspect of myself when interacing with people on a daily basis. What I am experiencing in my partnership is probably the other side of the spectrum. I'm expereincing even greater tendency of avoidance coming from the side of my partner.
Being aware of my own programing and tendency to re-shape the reality it is very natural to me in holding an open space for her own inquiry. What I can clearly notice is that field of exploration predominantly comes out of our wounded selves and tendency of escapism. This sentence in your text spoke directly to me: "which is because you're always holding back your own expression because of how your father was with you".
I simply don't know how to transcend this lack of "healthy fatherly figures" that has became a fertile ground for the reality construct that we've created together in order to lock ourselves away from our own distrotions. There is an underlying intelectual understanding of the process and so far we've been able to meet in the comapssionate presence. Eventhough it feels to me, that climbing the energetical mountatin for each next reallignment keeps growing stonger over time. Is there an end to this procees?
I hope that sharing my experince can make some sense. Just having the space to write about it has brought some sense of ease to my experience. There is definitely a recognition of the bigger picture when dealing with BS energy in the process of reconnecting with the figure of "heavenly Father". The reflection that came to me through some other writing of yours is that of being the custodian to the process of crystalization.
The prayer that is emerging out of this text invites me to become fully aware of my own "activity" through personal relationships. May I learn to become a vessel of compassionate embrace for all parts of myself that might get lost in interactions with others.
Amazed at the Timing--Yet again!
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I recently shared that my 7 year relationship had ended. Well, a lot of it came from an attack that was exactly what you describe in this article, Open. The attack came from my partner's sister and it was blatantly not normal behaviour on her part. We were both stunned and shocked. But there was enough there for my partner to become susceptible to the slithering in of that darkness, stirring up fears, unhealed places in him. I knew it at the time but needed to just go into my own process. Inquiry as to where is there some truth, what is mine to own and work on, etc. Funny, i did not respond to her attack or his subsequent pulling back, but to observe with benevolent neutrality. I felt the sadness of course and used your tools to work through the layers. Love having the tools!
Now, he seems to want to revisit. He is waking up to the fact that we have had a very good thing together. I'm being cautious with it, but there is so much unfolding, so much to observe. I find myself present in it all, yet with a higher vantage point as well. My nights have been a bit tormented with thoughts, yes, and with this current full moon, feeling quite possible like i'm going a bit bonkers with all the thoughts in the night. I will need to be more vigilant before bed time clearly.
All this to say thank you, and WOW for the synchronicity, exposure and confirmation of the underlying energies at play. I know to the depths of my being that all is well, all is unfolding deeply for the Highest Good in every sense. I love, love, love working, living, loving, playing and having my being in and from the center of The Torus!
So much love and gratitude--
Meredith
Becoming aware now
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Hi Open,
Thank you for this article and for answering my post on another forum thread. I had no idea BS was present and was going to ask, do I try to force it out or what? So this article today will help me a lot I believe. When you'd said relationships, I don't have any. I thought. No romantic ones in years, I avoid them. But I do have a phone relationship with my dad as we live far apart in the U.S. Lately he's become oddly vocal, forceful and then tried outright insinuating I'm ignorant because I won't listen to his advice that I don't feel works for me. Our first couple of different conversations over time seemed to result out of nowhere and escalated quickly into yelling. Wow!
Then I decided I was not going to be insulted or yelled at by him that way, so recently he once again tried to insist and keep the subject going after I said I'm not going to argue, let's just drop it. I said it 3 times and he kept persisting so I said I'm done with this, I'm going to hang up now and I did. The other times I just didn't bother to call him for a few days, one time he emailed me and tried to start the crap there so I didn't read it, just deleted it and later told him so. I won't be called names by my father and yelled at. It's like he was not there, just some screaming crazy person. So now I realize there's the BS energy rising up. I'll work carefully and be watchful, knowing I've been projecting thoughts onto one other relationship, a former real relationship. I take ownership now and hadn't realized I was pressuring and projecting onto them from a distance, but still was projecting the thoughts...so I will step back and look at everything.
The breathing chakra work recently that felt like I was being pulled unconscious in every chakra, and where I saw the pyramid in my solar plexus while doing the breath work, was where you posted the reply about BS energy. I don't know why every time I see the letters BS, my mind thinks "BullShit." lol It is a lot of bullshit to me that the yelling, name-calling happens so I'll take it as a reflection to work on.
I thought being forceful to make the BS energy leave me would work. So now I've got to learn how to be more empathetic towards it but firmly keep doing my breathwork to stay conscious. I had no clue the energy was even there but I really want to grow and change and clear it out. So thank you for this very timely article today. From reading here it looks like many are dealing with this now. I'm just thankful I'm starting to recognize things and not be totally unaware any longer and that's the first step to changing. I'm sure there will be many times I'll revert to the projections but will be aware sooner and catch myself.
Thank you for being there!
Sherri
Black Snake just shook off!
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I arrived back at my business unit yesterday, where I will stay for a week, there are ten business's here in all. It takes a while to set the place up energetically. I've accumulated quite some equipment! I leave the pyramids up and a few scalar devices to hold the space, but entities will enter the field through the others outside.
I know some of the people here experience hassle from the organisations who own (the council) and manage (private cowboys) these units. They literally get threatened to have their tenancies ended and their rents have gone up astronomically of late. I remain so elusive they've yet to touch me, I dare to have them try.
Syncronistically, I'm reading the Black Snake articles this morning and my awareness drifted out into the field contemplating nothing. I'm just sat here looking into space, empty inside, and an almighty entity has taken off, out of the vicinity, at the same time a flock of birds left outside and the movement of the entire structure.
I can hear the melodious noises of the work going on around me now. A beautiful symphony flowing through the hustle and bustle of the operations outside. I hadn't realised the wider implications of what is going on here in this collective space. The others know my attitude, although it will likely come back. Beautiful though!
Remy 🙏🏻
BS - The Importance of Empathising NOT Judging
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I find where the Black Snake energy is concerned, how important it is to empathise, not judge. But this does have to be from a place of strength and coherency of being...
This is a tough one for me…
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This is a tough one for me. i've been thinking of ways to approach a person who is harassing me b/c i won't comply with her demands. Perhaps i made her feel bad by rejecting her asi find it very difficult to be around needy, attention seeking alcoholics. Has something to do with my mother. Clearly i'm there to heal the mother wound, but i feel that i shouldn't have to give her anything if i don't want to. i guess this made her feel bad so understandably she's attempting to regain her power/control by trying to bully and control me. A lesson in how to treat people more respectfully. i've thought of how i could tell her as kindly as possible that i dont owe her anything and that offers of help (people pleasing) early in the relationship have been rescinded due to personal health problems and the fact i simply dont want to have to do things for people if i don't feel to. Mostly it's because she expects and demands it and i simply wont be forced. i very much feel speaking to her will change nothing and probably make it worse because to be honest would mean calling her out and she does not appear to be the type, based on her actions, to accept any criticisms, no matter how gently they're delivered. i don't feel that she cares about my needs and feels entitled to take whatever she wants. So how can i do anything but continue to respectfully keep my boundaries and simply let her be? She's offended though that i don't interact with her except when she brings up some concern. She's like a child having a tantrum because i won't pay attention to her. This has energy vampire and narcissist written all over it. i truly believe the only way to deal with these is to not engage at all. It feels as though she's always trying to pick a fight because even negative attention is better than none. i can u nderstand that she has anxiety etc but i'm not responsible for caring for her, period. And i won't be bullied into it either. So in this case, can communication work? If i believed she'd see reason and understand my side, i would tell her my concerns. But so far she's used everuthing she knows about me, specifically the things that bother me, against me. There are so many lessons to learn here so i'm starting to see it as a blessing to show me my own distortions because i used to be very hard and unfair with people. Learning to be patient and calm when she's purposely stomping and dropping things on the floor right above my head. Learning to control my anger and stay neutral without reacting are other lessons i need to learn. i really feel after all this time that in this case, communicating will be useless and even harmful. i'm attempting now to at least stop projecting my anger and feelings of powerlessness onto her, but beyond that i feel this is something that can't be fixed, just endured and learned from. I would appreciate anyone's thoughts and insights, thank you!💙
Sometimes the only thing you can do is turn away
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Thanks for sharing Barb, these are typical conundrums we allow ourselves to get railed into. Sometimes you've just completely got to end things and turn away. Sometimes it's the kindest thing. Whilst they can feel in your field that you're still engaging, you're still validating their behaviour, and they won't change because it continues to bleed your energy.
I think you know this in your own words. So why do you maintain contact?
My approach to these situations would be (generally speaking), to completely break away. Not to respond at all. This is a response that can be felt. And if they are to change, it's what's most likely to catalyse it. They may come back with a different orientation further down the road.
How does that feel?
Open 🙏
Hi Open, thanks for your…
In reply to Sometimes the only thing you can do is turn away by Open
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Hi Open, thanks for your response. i've been trying to leave but something always derails it. i've come to believe i'm actually in a karmic prison of sorts, which is to catalyse my chsnge and growth. i believe my guides are simply helping me with everything i asked for, and to do that, i've been landed back to a very similar situation to my childhood which of course is the origin of my problems. i asked a psychic friend how to get out and she told me things would get better in 2 years, which is in about 9 more months. Other signs i've received seem to confirm it; my incarceration is 3 years. i do believe that i deserve it; i've been my own worst enemy and my distorted and unconscious behaviours have caused me so many problems. i've basically ruined my life. So as much as i hate it, i have come to believe it really is for my best and highest good and that not only am i so much more aware of my maligned behaviours and how i'm the cause, i have made progress and grown stronger, although, i still have a lot more work to do. i also believe that you are an integral part of my learning and that my guides led me to you. So much gratitude to you. i feel the best way to thank you is to evolve, so that is my mission. i'm still looking for apartments but i understand it just might not be time yet, and that's ok. And i agree with you completely; my breaking away will maybe be a lesson she needs. And break away i will. Thanks for confirming my thoughts on the matter; i still doubt myself too much. Much love, barb💙💙💙🙏
turning around the tantrums
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I hear tantrums and a whole lot of heaviness. I hear that perhaps Barb might not have been heard when she was young. There might have been tantrums because you had not been met by your mother or those caring for you in a way that held you in comfort and understanding. Upstairs there is a frustrated example.
In your space, maybe, playing with spontaneity looks like taking each pan dropping or heavy footstep above as a cue to turn on some empowering music and sing and dance FOR YOU and your expression. I hear you frustrated one up there. Let me move some energy around in my space to clear my field and get in touch with my feelings. No projections toward the neighbor only an acceptance of joining forces with yourself. Baby steps in empowerment.
I hear 'endure,' 'useless' and 'stay neutral.' That sounds like efforting.
What does flipping the heaviness with music or song to reclaim your space look like for you? It is like that stupid loud truck outside making horrendous noise. First step: The window can be closed. Second step: Realize that trying to ignore it only makes it worse. Third step: Directing your attention to a way to move with the noise instead of rejecting it.
I am right there with you, looking at every nook and cranny for my faults and my mistakes. Personally, these days I am leaning heavily on JOY through blasting uplifting music, caring very little if anyone is annoyed and singing loudly in my car. If someone knocks on the door to ask that the music be turned down, invite them in or show them how much fun you are having.
Thanks for responding Cosmic…
In reply to turning around the tantrums by cosmicbeloved
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Thanks for responding Cosmic. Very true, not being heard was one of many hurtful things i experienced. i eventually found my voice but it was distorted; pushy and demanding, sort of like what's reflecting back to me now😉 as are the behaviours that i myself projected out into the world so unconsciously for so long. i needed this experience to smack me into reality and awareness of how i behave and treat other people, and dishonour myself. i'm beginning to see it as a miracle b/c my guides love me so much they want to help me get what i asked for: to change.
Music is my lifeboat, my shelter in the storm. i always have my music and headphones near and many times can only sleep this way. i have sleep phones too which are a heaven-send as i'm a side sleeper.
Yes, really trying to use this experience to unlock myself from the prison of anger and resentment which originates towards my family. The thing with efforting is, i think, totally necessary for me. i've needed to become disciplined to start unravelling the trauma and conditioning and begin embodying the traits of the person i hope to become. At times when the ruckus starts i surrender into myself, learning to focus on that SGOB and treat the noise and angry energy as unimportant background noise. Going full zen, though not there yet; i can feel the projected anger in my field and my body responds automatically. Fight or flight kicks in and the anger begins to simmer of its own accord. A hard thing to master, but as they say, nothing worthwhile comes easy.
Admire you for being at that place where you can choose joy consciously, and turning negayive experiences into positive ones. May your inner work bring you ever closer to peace and personal freedom! Thanks for sharing💙💙💙🙏
Breakthrough today. Was…
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Breakthrough today. Was inquiring about my situation and what i needed to understand; what i needed to learn. And it came: the person causing me problems is ME! i'm here in this situation to finally realise that my behaviour and atitude were not only hurting others, but me. All the animosity i've been experiencing over the years was just my own ugliness mirrored back to me, just more intense. Sure it was a defense mechanism, but now i see it's hurting and stifling rather than protecting me. i kept blaming others when it was ME all along!!! i absolutely had to go through it to see it. Knowing it at the lower mind level didn't help me understand but feeling it has. I have such a deeper understanding of it now, even the origin of it. And now i don't even blame my parents because it wasn't their fault. The incredible thing is how the anger and resentment towards the latest iteration of my distorted self has basically faded, all on its own. i'm not as trapped as i thought i was, but i had to be put in the situation without a chance to run away as i always do before learning what i needed to learn. i also see how i still count on others too much and how that puts me in a place of powerlessness which gets taken advantage of, and then i resent myself for giving in, for selling my soul for safety and familiarity. But i've also been working on standing strong in my boundaries and i feel closer to freedom than ever. Maybe i'm finally growing up! Only took me 50 years lol! i feel like i'm standing at the shores of the ocean, getting ready to get on the boat. Could be an adventure!💙
Feeling it!
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The JOY is palatable! Feeling the tingly energy vibe of TRUTH watching your video clip. THANK YOU for all you do and the message of hope you bring. Sending LOVE.
Black Snake and the Rainbow Tribe - 5th Feb LiveStream details
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The most powerful and rewarding result of Openhand's recent Return of the Pleiadians retreat in Mexico, was how we established a workable formula for unravelling the very virulent "Black Snake" energy (that underpins the shadow) from the locality in which we were working (see above). How that facilitated the raise of the "Rainbow Energy" in people. I will be exploring this very potent dynamic in LiveStream on Facebook tomorrow, 5th Feb. Here's where...
Trickster, Deception, Transformation, Initiation
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This theme, or can I say potent energetic phenomena expanding into our understanding and awareness presently, seems to have consumed my daily thoughts.
I have written bits and pieces on scraps of paper this week, chewing on the deception of Black Snack and digesting the glory of raising Rainbow Humanity.
I have also come to realize words fall short and an image appeared to me.
We are both snake and serpent: Black Snake swallowing up all 7 Rays to expand and molt into the Rainbow Serpent in a cyclical dance. Black snake plays with the lower chakras like Loki the trickster. How long can you hold your breathe in the depths of desire, creation and will? Only to be swept up into the heart space with each heart beat (where the compassionate shift takes place) to be raised up-- rejoicing through the voice, discerning through the eye, and radiating throughout. Rainbow Serpent, the embody expression of all Rays, taking in the void of Black Snake in a dance, leading and celebrating for a sublime moment. Then surrendering back down to allow another cycle of growth and expansion.
Looking very much to tomorrow's insights. I feel we are all consumed in this beautiful movement of the moment.
Such love and gratitude to share this with SOUL family
Really great insights Cosmic…
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Really great insights Cosmic, something to explore! See you tomorrow in the ether!💙💙💙🙏
Somewhere over the RAINBOW: through, within and tuned in
In reply to Trickster, Deception, Transformation, Initiation by cosmicbeloved
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The last 24 hrs has kept the rainbow synchronicity very vivid.
(at the place we did the workshop, With Love Salon, and the light reflecting on the hotel TV screen while watching Ancient Aliens)
Yesterday, Martin and I participated in a Wim Hof breathwork workshop in the big city 30 miles from our hometown. I created a short "stay-cation" for my kiddos with booking a hotel in Kansas City for the night. They were so excited--a TV and a big city--they could watch whatever for a few hours and feel the pulse of a city's energy. Mom booked a "cool and stylish" hotel. Wow!
As a mother, I have been challenged for 16 years with aligning my beliefs as a parent to my children's soul journeys. Food, media, pharma medication, education, split-family relations, etc: nothing has unfolded the way I imagined my life as mother, parent, teacher and wife/partner. Efforting every day to provide a well balanced meal/constant NO about screen time/holistic healing vs. just giving up and allowing junk food/the glow of the screen on all three kid's faces/saying yes to synthetic drugs. I have never wanted to control my children. I have just wanted to do the best for them that I have come to understand over the years are heavily influenced by tons of books, educational philosophies, family and friends. Finding the balance of Gwyn and Mom, I have disliked this processes so much, feeling that my soul has been rubbed wrong, racked over the coals and kicked in the stomach coupled with the honor of being parent with overwhelming, heartfelt joy and love, wonderment and playful imagination, and commitment for saying yes to bringing these children into the world. Going through a range of emotions daily linked to false expectations and dreams, identities I do not agree with. I breathe through so many moments sometimes feeling into the emotion, often settling for distractions to get me to the next thing I "have to do" to make it through the day.
When I walked in the salon, after settling my kids in the hotel and kissing them all goodbye, I knew I was at the right place for the next 4 hours.
I was given a bit of time and space -- breathing and feeling into myself while sharing the experience w a group of ten. And it ended with a 2 min immersion in an ice bath. An initiation-- commitment to myself --a reminder over and over again.
The most impactful statement the instructor said was at the very end as we were coming out of the breath work and given an opportunity to journal. He mentioned that the safest place we have all encountered was in our mother's womb. Throughout the duration of approximately nine months, we have all floated around in an existence of nothingness--warm, dark and to some extend encapsulated in unconditional love.
We came into this world with a first breath. We will leave this life's experience w the last breath.
Step by step, the rainbow connection. I imagine my feet on the 7 colorful strings of my soul's expression.
Dancing on the strings brings the harmonizing song. Falling off into the space between the strings allows the tension and contrast to build.
To breathe we don't need to think; the autonomic nervous system takes care of us.
Surrender to the chaos. Accept no identity. This is the melody. What a beautiful symphony!
Heart-warming sharing!! ♥️
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This is deeply moving Gwyn - perfectly expressing the challenges we face in society.
Never doubt, how ever we are pulled this way and that, there is a centre line through it all that will work - the path of light will permeate through.
Find the truth in any given moment, and no matter what then transpires, follow it!!
Bright blessings
Open 🧡🙏
“You can’t make this stuff up”
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It never stops...
In the battle with myself in the reflection of what is in my life, there must be a tune being played called —I Never Get a Break! You Are Always Gonna Do It Wrong, Sister!— I can already see the music video for the country song: struggle and victim and tears with no real resolve ever. The ending, a big question mark leaving us with what will she do with her life. Cut, fade out.
Somehow the Pleiadian Retreat and the Rainbow Tribe felt my curiosity and heard my plea for help and witnessed the very subtle and quiet whisper of a commitment to myself.
Now, there are two kinds of talk to self that I am getting intimate with these days.
First off, the kind of resolve a little child has after the parent has sent her to her room. The under the breathe words —“You can’t tell me what to do anymore! I am on my own; I’ll show you!” And then the other, stepping into one’s self devotion where in one's imagination it appears like it has to be a big and bold, superhero, giant leap with immediate success. Yet, in reality, it is a cautious step forward with a unstoppable feeling of empowerment. Like a child curious about walking on the ice, knowing he has to try it out to see if it will hold him or not. Either result is ok because it is just pure wonderment.
Last night, my evening was spent at the Emergency Psychiatric station with my daughter. She had had a school choral concert, and when I picked her up, she was having a really intense anxiety attack. As an empath the crowd affects, the stupid masks they sing in is also causing something unhealthy. A week of not taking medication regularly because I hadn’t gotten the prescription filled on time creating this mess. I wanted to blame and rationalize outside of me. Fucking society, etc!! And then having the boomerang of blaming myself for failing my child once again. So much transpired from Sunday’s brilliant cocoon at the workshop of breathing for me to Monday night’s breathing with and for my child with grace and no judgement. I have been resisting for months the thought of ever taking Annika to the ER. I am dead set against being in any hospital these days. However, at the moment, I was very concerned for her physical health, not the mental stuff she was battling with. It was the uncertainty of her vitals that pushed me to take her. I wanted to know her body wasn’t killing her. It is absolutely insane what talk we talk within us that motivates or deflates immediate action.
There I was practicing the breath work and being very much stable and at ease in the chaos, I also felt the resistance of driving a block and a half to the stupid hospital; then the resistance of getting out of the car to walk with her into the ER. I wanted to talk her out of it. I wanted to drive away. I wanted the cbd gummy to kick in and take away her demons. Anything but the medical institution.
You can’t make this shit up!
As we approached the sliding glass doors of the ER, there was a very tall man standing in the corner with a rainbow raincoat, bright red sweats. A rainbow coalition down to the tip of his toes with rainbow socks and crocks. I stared in disbelief—I saw the sign, and I STILL heard myself saying—“No fucking way! This is not how blatant the signs are—no way!”
And it was the next breathe I took in that brought me back to the ER and having the conversation w the admin to check in. Breathe— breathe — breathe deeply. Breathing for me and my daughter. Once I had sat down I was in prayer mode of gratitude.
I had been asked 3 hrs prior by a friend — “Do you have faith, Gwyn?”
My answer was yes.
The raincoat was my confirmation.
The few hours at the hospital with absolutely loving and caring support from the ER team was so comforting. It was the womb space I needed for myself to process and release what was happening at the moment.
Annika is ok. Its an new day. The sun is shining, and I am wide-eyed and open-hearted, anticipating there will be another rainbow in the near future, building the confidence I already have within and supporting my commitment to myself.
Wow amazing synchronicity…
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Wow amazing synchronicity and so glad to hear she's ok. You're doing your best out of love, but sometimes things don't go how we expect. Sometimes we're too hard on ourselves. i'm learning too sometimes what we want and what's the highest good are different. Sometimes the best place to be is the worst. Sometimes despite our most heartfelt intentions we have to do what we don't want to do. And sometimes where we think demons reside, we find angels. Learning to listen to our souls. i feel your relief and wonder and it warms my heart! 🤗💙🙏p.s. beautiful song
"what it all boils down to..."
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Posting this one because it is time to remember we are ALL of it!
High 5 to you, Barb, and all of us for dancing through this dichotomy.
Playing with the brutal truth of all of it and not missing a beat.
"Everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine!" Because we are OPENING to all the possibilities without judgement.
what the weekend sounds like
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It is Friday. It is a different weekend.
I don't have my two boys because they have "vid" and quarantining w their dad. HATE the stupid tests.
GRATITUDE because the positive test may be Benevolence leading the way to keeping them from getting the jab. It is a constant uncertainty in my life as I have a non-co-parent that believes in the injection and chastises me -- "if they had gotten the vax, they wouldn't have missed school" yada yada yada.
STICK WITH IT, Gwyn! --the grace and the open heart. Breathe and believe they are protected and their souls know what is best for them, not you or even dad know the outcome.
Say the prayer and breathe.
Feel into the subtle bitchiness in the heart
and the angry flare up in the brain.
Oh, don't forget that huge waded up ball of fear in the gut.
It is a quiet evening. I am in the office hiding in these articles and musing about my life.
My daughter is upstairs playing her electric guitar and singing, "What it all comes down to, is that everything is gonna be fine, fine, fine..."
Tears well up.
" 'cause, I've got one hand in my pocket and the other one is giving a high five."
Isn't it ironic, don't ya think?
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And isn't it ironic, don't ya think?
That it just happens to push ALL the buttons.
Which is why we create these things, why they're absolutely perfect.
So keep on letting go.
Stop carrying the baggage.
You can set it down now.
Open 💙👍🙏
Looking forward to it!💙
In reply to Black Snake and the Rainbow Tribe - 5th Feb LiveStream details by Open
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Looking forward to it!💙
Looking forwards to today's livestream 👍
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Looking forwards to today's livestream everyone.
See you there 👍
Facilitation
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Rainbow Serpent is truckin' along in the UK
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Hi Open and all who tune in
Since the amazing Mexican retreat I have been feeling the liberating Rainbow Serpent energies coming through me, most obviously as a sudden and frequent impulse to use put colours on paper and make beautiful designs. Also I find myself waking up daily with the childlike joy of the Pleiadians, the crowning glory to the retreat described in Mexico.
Open always says, "Watch for the objective confirmations of synchronicity too", to confirm what you are feeling when you are doing energy work. So with that in mind I have to share the most beautiful synchronicity that happened this morning: I joined the motorway and there in front of me was a truck with the sign "Rainbow International Restoration" it was awesome and spoke clearly of the energy released during the Openhand Mexican Retreat. I've just had chance to look up the company name, the website says "Rainbow International is the UK's leading supplier of Disaster Recovery and Specialist Cleaning Services" - an earthly reflection of Openhand's cosmic mission I'd say!
Much love to you Open and the Rainbow Tribe
Tilly
P.S. Since working as the Openhand Community Connector, I realise there are many, many more people tuning in to Openhand around the globe than we ever see comment on here or attend our courses. It's a pleasure to serve you, and also a great pleasure to be directly in connection with you, so don't be shy, say "Hello" in whatever way feels right to you, whenever you can! Better still, come join us for an event, we have plenty this next couple of months suitable for "new" friends!
Change in the air 🌈
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Ahh reading your comment made me so happy, thanks for sharing! Rainbow Restoration, wow what a lovely sign!
During and since the retreat I feel so much joy and love (re)emerging as well, and when coming home from Mexico it was as if I was a stranger to my own living environment. It all felt like a dense grey cloud and I felt so much grief for a moment - did I really create and live in this? - but then also relief that this is no longer who I am.
Going back from the retreat and doing some freewheeling at the airport the signs were already pointing me to the exit haha, and a straw cowboy hat with the word 'Xajay' (apparently an Aztec civilization) falling on my lap from someone's suitcase next to me. But I didn't necessarily feel I had to stay right in that moment. It was a good experience to come back to the Netherlands and feel the contrast, but I am leaving again for an adventure in that direction in a few weeks. My 33rd birthday is coming up this month, and well.. in 2022, with a certain cycle that has been going on for 11 years the numerology was speaking of the change I felt was coming.
¡adios amigos! 💃🏻💙
Hasta la vista
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Oooh Hannah, so exciting!!!!
Do send us word of your adventures. Such powerful numerology guiding you.
Hasta la vista!
Tilly
Wow sounds like you are in…
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Wow sounds like you are in for a great adventure! i can't wait to hear all about it!💙💙💙🙏
Very cool synchronicities!…
In reply to Rainbow Serpent is truckin' along in the UK by Tilly Bud
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Very cool synchronicities! Yesterday i say a van with the word Align so not hard to guess what the universe is asking of me lol! Blessings💙💙💙🙏
rainbow synchro
In reply to Rainbow Serpent is truckin' along in the UK by Tilly Bud
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Hi Tilly, lovely to hear of your synchronicity's regarding the rainbow serpent. Funnily enough a few weeks ago i felt a pull to get some coloured pencils and do some drawing designs. I got felt tips too, and a school type protractor set and set about drawing creative circular designs and colouring them in. I had no idea why i was doing this at the time, it just felt right and also kind of liberating.
Then a few days ago, while i was hanging out the washing, i noticed a pair of socks i didn't recognise, they were certainly not mine and i have no idea how they got in my washing, but they have a small rainbow pattern on them! They're just my size too.
I'm greatly looking forward to Opens livestream today about the rainbow serpent rising energy;
Much love, Kev
EVERYTHING speaks!
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Oh my goodness Kev,
Soooo special when something seemingly "impossible" happens. Love the rainbow socks magically manifesting in the washing I recall when a baby's sock manifested in Open's washing machine (many moons ago) and he realised it was the first sign of an earthbound soul in the house where he lived at the time. EVERYTHING speaks, and even your kitchen appliances are portals!
Colouring is such a feast for the Soul isn't it? I'm loving' it! If you're on circles, maybe you're going with the torus/flower of life? I'm more on flowing lines and letters. I've got really scrawly writing that no-one can read except me, but I've found a delight in decorating words, making pretty patterns. I just sent my niece's birthday card written as a bright feast for the eyes. Wish I could see her face when she opens it, I imagine her thinking "WOW, where's the illegible scribble gone?" She lives in France actually, like you.
Love back to you, Tilly
Dark side of pain
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Hi Open
Many thanks for your inspirational work and teaching.
My focus over the last 6 years has been healing my body and mind by releasing tension physically by holding my body in a balance and stillness. Relaxed and self supporting in harmony. The deeper I relax and access the deeper tension the most painful memories, the more I feel and release but I am very conscious of the demons and monsters full of terror and rage that I have encountered and felt before the body is ready to let go finally. Until that happens the toxic pain lurking in the shadow has power and control to continue to be reactive to external insult.
I have had a very strong feeling I’ve been battling my demons over the last year especially and feeling the pain beneath the rage, accessing where the pain of abandonment and terror was first felt and held. As my body has become more coherent and harmonious the more energy flows and the more obvious and benign the demons become as the source of the pain is revealed and understood. Not so much feared now and felt more easily. It’s been a hell of a ride!
All sounds very black snake to me!
Many thanks and blessings to you Open.
Take care and lots of love
X
Thank you this perspective…
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Thank you this perspective absolutely resonates and speaks directly to my own struggles with this energy. i've been trying to open my heart whilst holding on to recent unforgiveness and resentment that originated as a familial core wound that i'm slowly attempting to realign. But one can't open a door when there's a pile of garbage blocking it. How easy it is to give in to anger; it gives a false sense of strength and hides the pain we don't want to admit is there. Interestingly i've been seeing this anger and resentment as a snake eating its own tail; it just consumes and consumes the person. Just an endless game of throwing crap at each other while the each thinks he's the clean one. i see my arrogance and immaturity and can't help but be ashamed. i'm 50 years old and still behave as that child. Still believing the anger protects me. And the same old bad habits that have never served except to numb and avoid, and which now are actually causing physical harm. To approach the BS energy with patience and calm makes so much sense! You can't fight fire with fire! Getting angry is what it wants and feeds off. Just as i'm finding in my personal struggles. i can feel an entity on a part of my head tingle every time i give in to the anger. it also likes deep pain and sorrow. it's actually helpful in reminding me that i'm letting it feed off me, but many times i ignore it. The freedom and peace that comes with not giving in is what i'm craving more and more these days. i have experiences that tell me i have the ability to rise up, but i still hang on to the crap that keeps me from actually ascending. Still lots of healing ahead.The powerful work you're doing to unravel this energy is so inspiring and heartening. You are the ark. Never enough thank you's! 💙💙💙🙏
Not giving in to the anger but transforning it
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Barb you are so on the nail with your sharing - I celebrate your honesty - always the first step to transformation. 👍
This was so on the nail...
How easy it is to give in to anger; it gives a false sense of strength and hides the pain we don't want to admit is there. Interestingly i've been seeing this anger and resentment as a snake eating its own tail; it just consumes and consumes the person.
A snake eating its own tail indeed!! What we're looking at in the Openhand work is, "what is the truth concealed in the distortion?" If we can find the aligned aspect in the distortion, the truth within anger for example, then by expressing the truth, the distortion will fall away.
To me, the truth in anger is the Ray 1 of will - the drive to shake things up and change them. But to do so without anger or resentment. Working to peel off that density by letting the aligned expression come through. Often it helps to combine this powerful energy of the ray 1 with another quality - humour for example. Can I deliver the same thing with a sense of irony? Or can I deliver it but with an empowering question that gets the other to explore within: "how would you feel if you experienced your inalienable rights and freedoms being taken away?"
To offer a question is possibly the most powerful thing we can do to help people empathise with us, and also to begin their own inquiry of change.
Thanks so much for sharing.
Open ♥️🙏
Yes! that's what it feels…
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Yes! that's what it feels like! wanting to shake things up. And the truth is obvious: i'm not so much angry at them for taking my freedom, i'm most angry at myself for giving it away, for people pleasing and then withdrawing after i find out they are advantage-takers. This has been a core defense mechanism from the mother wound and as i recognize it more and more i feel embarassed and frustrated with myself for not being stronger and betraying myself yet again. And for giving into the fear of the unknown for small comforts and security. For not trusting and taking the risk for something more aligned with me. Using humour and irony is a great way to not only diffuse my own anger but maybe get a bit of understanding. I have to have more respect for myself and others and stop playing the same old games. This is where authenticity starts. And in order to be authentic i have to be fully present to catch myself in the old behaviour. i was having interesting musings about presence just last night; why would i want to miss a moment of this incredible life by not being present in it every momentand disassociating the way i always do, and if i was at school (btw would it be too late to go to school now? is the collapse coming soon?) and fully deeply present i shouldn't need to take notes. Besides how can one be fully present with a lecture if one was taking notes? Random thoughts i get. Thank you i'm going to start practising.💙💙💙🙏
Dealing with BS in relationships
In reply to Thank you this perspective… by barbfromkingston
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Hi Barb,
Thanks for the honest sharing! Anger is quite an energy huh! Whether explosive, or searing, or just slowly simmering under the surface.
What stands out to me are the words "still believe the anger protects me". Who/what is it protecting? The little girl inside perhaps? Perhaps what's needed is to transform the anger into strong boundaries. But of course, to do that, the emotional charge has to flow through you without latching onto an outer object, like another person. Yes, recognise when something isn't right for you, but try not to lose yourself in blaming others. Taking responsibility is a big step towards empowering ourselves through anger.
In my experience, the BS energy doesn't feed off the anger or the sorrow when it is dealt with consciously. It feeds when it is unconsciously thrown out by making another person or outer circumstances the target of the energy.
Watch the energy and how it moves, express in a way that doesn't direct toward another person, watch it move again, keep expressing. When the charge is gone then use the energy to be very clear in your boundaries - stand firm in them. Then watch the feedback loops as a result.
Warmest wishes
Rich
Yes absolutely another…
In reply to Dealing with BS in relationships by Richard W
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Yes absolutely another distortion of mine is projecting my anger and blame onto others when i can absolutely see that where i am is no one's fault but my own. Projecting is a low way of transferring the pain of my shame away from myself when i should be processing it and unravelling it instead. And i never fully realised it but you're right about the BS reacting to the unsconsious anger. i use disassociation as another defense mechanism and that's when i always fall down the rabbit hole of old unconscious reactions. i've got to work on that presence! And not only the boundaries but not giving myself away in the first place. Thank you for this gift Richard, i want you to know how appreciative i am of not only being seen but of being understood. 💙💙💙🙏
Youthfulness
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Hi Barb
Must say I'm fascinated with your writing, kind of resonates, I can see myself more clearly now. But to blame yourself for immaturity is almost funny, you just shown more maturity than most people are capable of. Blaming yourself is just another trick of BS energy, eating your own tail, auto destructiveness is its final goal so there's not much work for them, you do it all by yourself. And it is really good in provoking anger, my trick is to focus on breath, just keep breathing, breath by breath, that's the water for fighting fire. Good news is that this fire is short lived if you don't add a fuel. Someone suggested me to use rattle, just put some small gravel in little plastic can. This energies feed on fear because that's their frequency, they are full of fear. That's why old nations are using drums, gongs, even sacred sound OM have the same function, to show them where their place is. Their only power is to use our power, energy, that's why they are so tricky.
Just remembered words from Don Juan Matus: "To be young and youthful is nothing, but to be old and youthful is sorcery. "
Thank you Danniel, i've…
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Thank you Danniel, i've always had a love affair with words and thoughts. Armchair philosopher. And thank you for that insight! i tend to beat myself up without seeing the (slow😉) progress i've actually made. It makes sense it would be BS trying to keep me low by taking advantage of my feelings of self-doubt etc. Doing it's dirty work in my own self-destruction. Now THAT makes me angry lol! i like the idea of using sound to disrupt their influence, i'm going to try it. And you gave me chills with that DJM quote! My father was a big fan and i inherited all his Carlos Castaneda books so that quote resonates extra. i love it because getting back to that beautiful child-like wonder and joy would make life so much more fun and fulfilling. To savour every single moment as if it were magic. To let go of controlling the outcome and letting the mind go and knowing the deep peace of just being and allowing. Freedom. i can taste it! Thanks for your gift of sharing it means so much!💙💙💙🙏
Feeling the freedom in the air
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Dear Open ,
I am typing this as I am sitting in a webinar to oppose adolescent Covid vaxxes . I am the only paediatrician on the panel . Everyone whispers amongst themselves but are too scared to say it out loud .
I am well aware that I could lose my job ( it's a wonder I still have one :)) and I am currently seperated from my family .
I am in love with a double jabbed ,seemingly very mainstream man who I last remember on Sirius ,also in Egypt. I have told him every time we get together the world around us blows up. Clearly deep karma to work through.
This is the most uncertain time in my life ! And I am having to take it a day at a time. Waves of fear hit me almost daily . I seem to oscillate from understanding and accepting how the Universe conspired me to be at this uncertain point in my life ,to being a screaming crying curled in fetal position mess . From feeling like the Torus is moving within me and through me ,to feeling so much density ,I can barely move . From being in the moment connected within and without to feeling like I have completely lost the plot 😃 and want to latch onto something secure and there isn't really much .
Cooking creatively ( my kid joins me for lunch everyday ) and Nature is what is keeping me somewhat sane ( autocorrected to snake :)) . I am trying to not drown out the waves of pain from my marriage breaking down in rather spectacular fashion. Boundaries seems to be an insistent theme. Which were missing in earlier relationship and something I am having to learn in quick time .
And yet ,gratitude is still something that I seem to have. For all the people I have found through the pain ,the lessons ,the sun ,and the flowers .
The only thing certain in my life is uncertainty . And who would have thought that's exactly what will teach me to be authentic as repressed distortions and gifts suddenly have room to flow .
I am feeling suddenly freedom in the air !
Lots of Love to my Openhand family
Being in the Void of the Torus, IS uncertainty!!
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Dear Megha - I'm sure the whole Openhand family is right there with you between the words and emotions, the trials and the tribulations you describe. Wow, what a journey this all is!! 🧡🙏
Of course it's the Black Snake energy that embeds in the psyche and makes people so fearful, blocked and resistant to change. The Void of the Torus IS uncertainty, and is what the Black Snake energy in us is resisting. And so that's exactly where we need to be: bring that energy into the uncertainty of life and it will either peel off your consciousness and breakdown or else realign into the Torus as I've shared.
We can do it, we have these powerful tools to really transform life for humanity and generally on the planet.
Keep digging through Megha, you'll come up all lillies and roses!! 🌹
Much love and support
Open 💙
While i can't pretend to…
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While i can't pretend to understand your struggles, i do understand your pain, and hope in those darkest moments that you remember that you are not alone. love and hugs to you, brave warrior💙💙💙🙏
Oscillating grief and joy
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Hi Megha,
You're doing great (though I realize it might not feel like it at times)
I remember when I went through a similar process, I came to recognize that oscillating energy as a benchmark. I realized that being in each state authentically, no matter how chaotic and bipolar they seemed was exactly how to move through the process. So, despite the crazy grief and joy, there was also a sense of steady foundation in the process - knowing that underneath it all I was simply coming closer to myself.
Much love your way
Rich
This is particularly…
In reply to Oscillating grief and joy by Richard W
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This is particularly interesting to me as i had an intense experience a year or so ago. i had been fully vegan for a couple months but also eating a lot less because of not having a proper kitchen and i would rather be hungry than go against what mattered to me. i had also stopped smoking cannabis. i remember having a lot of energy at that time, almost hyper. One day though i went to a friend's and gave in and smoked some cannabis, more than i normally would, have to impress😉 and went into a state of intense anxiety and disassociation. Nothing felt real. But then i started to cycle through every emotion but as on a scale; one moment i was giddy and joyful, then i would fall through all the emotions until i was at that place of numbness and nothing feeling real. And this was happening very rapidly; the whole cycle would last just a few minutes then start up again. i got home and sat on the floor and started bawling. then suddenly i heard a voice like through radio static say "help", which i think was clairaudience as i've had experiences with clairaudience before. i think some lost spirit honed in on my volatile energy. i got scared though and got up to get into bed where i feel safest while calling to Arcangel Michael to protect me, and then suddenly saw this incredible bright bluish white light coming through. Unfortunately i got scared of that too because at the time i didnt know what it was and jumped into bed under the covers to hide from it. Turns out it may actually have been him and i ran away from him!😞 But it was that experience of oscillating so intensely through those emotions that seemed to be the precurser to that state of openness that allowed me to have those paranormal experiences. i feel like this is a validation of that, Thank you.💙💙💙🙏
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