My intuitive sense says that the "wall" you've walked into is genetic Karma from Sirius.
I'm experiencing some of that too right now. It's DNA that the Annunaki brought here and interwove with Homo Sapiens DNA - like the voice box for example.

The voice box is an interesting dynamic. Prior to it, Original Humans communicated telepathically, and the cascading inflows from the divine would have "spoken" through the throat chakra, providing visions of possibilities for the path forward. This seems to be being channeled or diverted into particular creations that fit within the matrix.

I'll be sharing more on this in due course and working to help people emerge from it.

Open 💎