Hello,

This is a story that is related to the above mentioned sexual energy invasion. So many times I've experienced this, laying down for a nap and waking up aroused for no apparent reason.

And strangely enough, it only happened during daytime naps. I would either dream of something erotic, by myself or with a partner (not always the same person). Or just wake up feeling hot and as if in the midst of the act. The energy signature of the person showing up in the dream - wouldn't actually come in, only my own sexual response to the thought/presence of him.

I would wake up and my first full-body thought would be: watch porn. Masturbate. I don't even watch porn; at least, have not for quite some time! I feel like there were some energetic residues from former partners that have been used as gateways into my lower layers of being. (lower as in denser) Almost like finding a bandwidth and tuning into that.

These mainly happened when I was single and unaware of how to channel the flow of creativity and sensuality in a healthy and balanced way.

I have shifted a little from that mucky sexual energy. I have shifted by going through some challenging events, having to re-establish what is beautiful and true in different densities, starting with the physical body.

But yeah, I don't exactly know how, but maybe this Ra presence is somehow connected to emotionally repressed masculine, to numbness and porn. To quick fixes, haste and lower density fulfillment. To power over others. To sexual abuse. To using someone else's body as means of self-fulfillment. This is true for both men and women (to the degree that each has masculine repressed energies in their field).

I would say among others movement has helped enormously. And also, being a woman, just shifting the types of movement I did, from a brutish energy expenditure to a more fluid one. Going from hard-on sprinting and heavy running to dancing, and cycling.

Thank you for bringing awareness to Ra.

Have a beautiful day <3

Evangeline.