Hi everyone,

Open, thank you for posting this article and your experiences with this energy. This is groundbreaking information for me. A few months ago, in meditation, I saw a black snake being pulled out of the top of my spine. It had been invisibly twisted around my spine, and was now being yanked out by higher ‘help’. I had no idea what this was at the time, so I just assumed it was another entity being released. ( I often have inexplicable visions like this that fall into place later).

After a major breakthrough this summer, I suddenly found myself very aware of an energy I haven’t been able to identify nor get to the root of. It’s quite fierce in its attacks, like it’s trying to put me in my place, but when I try to confront it, it eludes me and like you’ve said, reappears somewhere else. Interesting thing is that in my own spiritual inquiry, the same thing has been happening. Usually when a penny drops on my journey, or I’m presented with a clue, I’m able to grab on to that thread, pull on it and eventually get to the heart of it. But since this summer, I’ve been experiencing multiple threads dropping both here and there, especially in the mind, but when I’ve tried to grab hold of one and pull, it’s just vanished into thin air. They don’t seem to lead anywhere and have been causing me to get stuck in these pointless thought loops that just waste a lot of time and drain me of my energy. Similarly to what you describe above. It’s been extremely frustrating for the intellect, but it has also forced me to find other ways to work with the heartspace for example, which has been highly beneficial for my evolution. (Just like you suggested in a previous inquiry).

I find this energy expresses within me as a sudden need or desire to point the finger of blame at someone. Make them aware that they’ve done something wrong. Put them in their place. Give them the ‘evil’ eye. There is also the impetus to want to ‘punish’, as a display of power if ‘my’ rules or boundaries are stepped over. What fascinates me is how fast this energy strikes. Out of nowhere. I have had to be extremely watchful of this energy, as it can cause a lot of damage especially in family situations, if allowed to act freely. It is also very clear to me that this isn’t me. I don’t recognise myself in this kind of behaviour. It totally goes against my entire being, yet it still finds its way through me, even though I’m very careful nowadays with how I express when it hits.

I also had a dream, not too long ago. I was going to a costume party, but just as I was about to get ready I found my costume was missing. I ran out to the shops to try and buy a new costume, but I kept being chased and distracted by a snake, that would appear, disappear, and suddenly reappear somewhere else. The snake wasn’t black though, it was a shining green colour and quite a beautiful creature if I had stopped in the midst of my fear and really looked at it. Any thoughts on what it may mean?

Thanks for opening this line of exploration and thanks to everyone else, Alex, September, for contributing with your sharings.

Love,

Anastasia

ps. Funny synchronicity. Yesterday, after reading the article, advertisements for a movie called VENOM kept appearing around me. In the images you see the actor’s face as half human, half black snake. 😊