Hi Chris,

Greetings, welcome to Openhand. I wish you well in your challenging circumstances

I did take an intuitive look - actually the issue stood out strongly as a reoccurring pattern through everything you shared. It is basically this...

You are clearly focussing on 'removing an entity' and gaining some form of external help to do so. You spoke of "I pray to", but were stopped in your tracks - this is highly synchronistic. It clearly feels like you're looking for some 'God' or 'Guardian' out there to help you by removing the entities that come in. A healer, psychic, intuitive can indeed remove the entities and the dense energy, but they cannot stop them returning, because that's an issue of your own self-realisation, which only you can make - although someone whose insightful might offer a reflection.

The reflection is this.... "YOU are GOD!"

But what does that mean exactly?

It means you are The One. I expect you know this at an intellectual level, as many do. However there's intellectualising it and actually KNOWING it. The two are very different.

At your core level, you are The One. What this means in a practical sense, at that deepest inner level, is that everything is moving within you. Everything came from you. All dark, all light, all entities, all angels and even the concept of "Satan" - which is only really a concept unless you, as the ego, make it real in yourself.

You are here to self-realise as The One. And therefore to attain this, you must be able to become comfortable with everything moving inside of you - the light AND the dark.

In this state, entities will come and go through your field. Crucially though, they can only stay if they can attach and take energy from you. This they do because of your own fear, which can be in the subconscious and conscious. If you become The One by not opposing them coming in, not reacting, not putting up some kind of shield or bubble around you, then they come in and go straight out. There's nothing to attach to...

"Become as nothing in the face of your opponent, and there is nothing to oppose."

In this way, entites serve an invaluable role in your evolution. Because they highlight your unconsciousness - they bring light into your inner darkness... "the pain is the place where the light enters".

Let go of your need to reject that aspect of yourself.
Let go of the need to reject any entity.
If they come in, let them 'hit' the place where you now need to self-realise - become realising of The One.

For example: what is "Satan"? It is simply a 4 character word, which clearly you - your ego - has attached meaning to. Thus you've become an identity in relation to a mental concept. Thus you can currently be victimised simply by the mere expression of it.

I also suspect there's an emotional reaction to this - explore any sense of knotting feeling in the sacrum.

So the Openhand Approach is to first become "as-nothing" in it - meaning: to allow the energies to move within you. Notice where they hit. Is it an intellectual idea (Satan for example)? You are neither the idea nor the mind itself. So soften through the mind by completely accepting the idea, normalising in it and equalising with it. Then you open a doorway through it into the infinite presence of The One. Now the idea or anything attached to it cannot hold you or stay in your field.

Once you're able to be The One by being so accepting that you don't need the situation to change, then your soul is liberated as a free expression of the Universe.

Perhaps then you'll discover that you don't need to 'get rid of entities' from your field, but instead the opposite: to channel them through you and back to the light.

You may require some facilitation to work with this concept and approach - it is highly effective but also highly advanced. Do let me know if you'd like me to connect you with one of the facilitators.

Wishing you well

Open