Hi Lyra - it's a great inquiry - keep it going my friend!

Here's an Openhand philosophy that might add value to the contemplation...

Every perceived and felt distortion conceals a hidden gift. Because the distortion is a distorted expression of truth. Find the truth and express that - then let the distortion fall away. Because the risk of simply burying the distortion and surpressing it is to bury a nugget of soul gold. In other words, don't throw the baby out with the bathwater!

So here's a classic example of that in your own words. And by the way, what I so frequently observe in people, is that when they're truly inquiring about their truth, the soul always speaks to them in their own words. So you said... "felt personally responsible of exposing and even fighting the faulty logic and mind programs that I was surrounded with". To me, I hear two parts to this: (1) felt personally responsible for exposing (2) fighting the faulty logic. To me, what I hear is that exposing the untruth is an aligned passion. Are we not all here to expose untruth in some particular way? But then to fight to make that seen, heard or respected is the distortion - that creates identity around the expression of the soul and fragments the soul.

Something to contemplate.

Warmly

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