Dear Open and Openhanders ,

After the conclusion of the last Thrive event ,I am experiencing strong surges and powerful waves of energy coursing through myself. I am attracting situation in which a lot of anger is being generated at perceived wrongs .

I am trying sometimes successfully ,sometimes not to learn to channel this Ray 1 stance through a conflict averse ,soft Ray 2 identified body mind . And it's so challenging NOT to get into fight or flight reactions or override this STRONG energy with soft pacifiers of words or food .

I am trying to embody this Durga /destroyer energy by dancing pretty wildly and howling into my pillow . This energy brings with it gifts of energy movement and passion. I am still learning to ride this internal wave ! When I am able to balance Ray 1 and 2 ,it feels like a dance ,rather than a battle of two extremes.

It feels like I am being asked to embody this POWER ( regaining power is what I am hearing ) and there is so much resistence (probably karmic) . It's ironic that I write this while undergoing a medical check as I join a new much larger position in the 3D .

The rest of our time in this planet is going to be ...interesting isn't it :)

PS I fell in love with a mountain face . It's called Chaukhamba . Literally means Four pillars which feels to me like the activation of something in my heart ❤️

Megha