I loved it how you said that making mistakes and falling are ok. because there might be an idea that I am supposed to be constantly connected and constantly riding the wave. But in surfing they fall all the time.

In my experience making mistakes is where true learning happens.

Disconnections and reconnections make me humble, appreciating and somehow more grounded. Feeling disconnected for a while can do miracles and it does. The truth in that is that simple life can be good enough if one accepts it, which is very hard after having all the amazing experiences with higher energies and higher way of being. There might be both ungroundedness and attachment to spirituality. Life has its way to make us grow and sometimes what's good for us doesn't feel good at all. Acceptance and surrender in all states and all circumstances and believing that the universe never abandons me and always works to make me evolve and grow - is what makes it all spiritual, even the most non-spiritual states and situations. The warrior then evolves through darkness - persistence, perseverance, not giving up, keeping going even in blindness, a part of evolution.