Hi Richard,

Thankyou for these reflections. It helps me have a clearer and wholesome perspective of the inquiry.

You said the question is, how can you allow the feminine within you as a sovereign expression of who you are? Remember, you can integrate the feminine aspect within you AND still receive the reflection from others. The difference is there isn't a projection of it onto someone else any more.

I think that's a powerful question, one we can hold within our awareness and learn a lot. It can change as I integrate more but for now, my answer would be to fully allow and accept where I'm at the journey. It's also to look for the divine maternal and feminine qualities within myself like care, nurture, unconditional acceptance, playfulness, joy etc. I think we can find that self nurture and care in the most simplest things like the food we eat, clothes we wear, the interactions we have etc. Then we will be never left wanting from the external. But as you rightly point out, still see the reflections.

I think the divine masculine can also heal the feminine. The qualities of commitment in the face of adversity for example nourish self acceptance.

I think the problems are these unconscious spots we have which the various energies like Ra help to illuminate. So now I look at the experience, there is less judgment of the energy. Once the awareness is brought to it, the energy and the behaviours around it starts to shift.

Vimal 🙏