Dear Openhand,

If only I knew a way to break down 'the causality', instead of breaking myself, or others, in the process of my life. I hurt some lovely beautiful people today. I let people down. I may as well have injured myself ten-fold, twenty-fold. If I could only be more able to love, to be close, to be what is needed, in the given moment.

If only I could 'heal'.

If only.

Some processing to do. Please excuse me.

P.S Send La Palma some offering's from me. No live-goods, especially Mr. Tibbs. Although flowers, grains, are acceptable 😊