Hi Open,

Yes so many levels of complexity in the machinations and power struggles going on in the world and I watch it all then come back to me and what is real for me in this moment and apply myself to that in an intuitive way…. the next step up my personal mountain.

I feel in the most liberated state at the moment 🤩

Is life easy?

No! And I'm fine with that.

It’s been a few weeks of physical slog as I create my next short term home (another temporary reality construct) yet I’m so free because I “get” that this constant cycle of constructing and deconstructing is unlikely to end until quite literally, the end of my days here. I’m not getting to any destination, only to the next step in my unfolding, and there’s a glorious feeling of exhilaration around the utter and total acceptance of change, and the energetic challenges that need to be met on a daily basis. I feel completely equanimous with all of it: all the myriad of intricate “choices” - which is really feeling how the flow wants to go and all the twists and turns that might feel like road blocks or a dead end; yet as the energy keeps moving and I stay open and attentive, new channels magically open up and deliver a friend’s son to do an hour’s physical lifting and carrying help, a free fridge freezer from a stranger who knows someone I only just met and so many other examples of perfectly meeting my needs in unexpected ways. Is it easy? No! Are my knees and back aching with carrying things up and down flights of stairs, sure, but IT”S BEAUTIFUL!!! It’s the Rubiks Cube of the universe in my local environmental fractal clicking into place for me, then getting all messed up, then clicking again and again and again and it’s soooo awesome to be in it - I feel truly ALIVE!

Crucially there’s no plan, it just started with the feeling: I need somewhere to live for the winter. And it's definitely not about long term security, it's about what feels right now, though yes, I can feel future possibilities in the ether too, which I will be watching and feeling into. In general everything feels more malleable and I feel more adaptable. It does also feel like the precursor to something else, but right now it's very much about fine tuning my attunement to flow.

Thank you Open, for facilitating my understanding of so many things and how to ride the Shift ♥️

Much love,

Tilly ☯️