Hello starsky,

First of all Thank you for your reflections as it turned out helping your journey also.

To be honest, I didn't understand what you've conveyed in the first comment, I'm not that good (in english) / intellectual. More than that I try to see things energetically or in a feeling wise. I picked a sense of non duality and the word higher intelligence feels to me a kind of separation consciousness/polarity, I might be wrong. But I didn't feel to write any reflections because nothing came at a soul level. I believe Open provided tremendous reflections. 🙏

Second, I'm sorry if my writing made you think that my partner is a bit harsh to me. ( I struggle with words) Actually what I meant is, he is helping me to break out from my limiting behaviours. In a way we are mutually helping, his ray 1 is activating the warrior qualities in me. Always ' No No' sounds like a distorted masculine, thats not what happening here . The thing is there is no intention to be yes or No. It is the rightness of soul coming at that point, the truth being invited. The ego interprets it differently, but the soul sees only opportunity to grow through. What I found in my journey is, sometimes saying 'No' is the most compassionate thing one can do to another, knowing that we are not here to support our ego but to reinforce the emergence of soul. Thank you for being concerned.

Well wishes
Soumya