Hi Yulia,

I'm very aware of the 12-step process you refer to, which many have found highly effective at ditching addictions such as alcoholism. In relation to this, you said...

The idea is to progressively move to a place where we stop looking for love and validation on the outside and begin to look and expect for this on the inside, from our own loving parent. Over time it is supposed to heal the identities and help integrate them.

What we need to be careful of, when moving to the spiritual approach, is the risk of creating another identity internally that we latch onto. Why? Because it causes polarity of consciousness within (you in relation to the identity), which actually prevents the final deep immersion into the pure presence of singularity.

Another form of this I've witnessed in people applying the "I am" mantra, or "I am the Creator". The creator source is not an "I am" identity, because pure presence of infinite potential precedes any identity. In the new Openhand Book RESURRECTION, I explain in detail, how the entity Ra actually works to establish these subtle inner identities in many mainstream spiritual practices and then preys on the dualistic dynamic that happens within - the shadow extracts subtle energy from them.

Ultimately, during the crucifixion process, we'll confront and explode all identity layers. This is also described in the book.

In addition, I love the quote you mention from the Kabbalah: "don't trust yourself till the end of your days". Brilliant, I get it, but let's expand on it...

We have to move beyond black and white polarisation, and the need for the immediate answer by the ego. Instead, to soften the mind and explore more from the question itself. State the question (why veganism? for example?), then hold it non-judgmentally. Open the inner space for inquiry. Then watch for how the soul wants to illuminate into it. What signs and synchronicities does it reflect? You learn to get to know the feeling of "rightness", as opposed to 'right' and 'wrong'.

You then use this sense of "rightness" to gently adjust the tiller on your boat - carefully adjusting this way and that, to always centre in the wind of this "rightness".

Much love
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