Dear Openhand family ,

Post the Ascension exchanges I felt into a dynamic that was touched upon but seems to need to be enunciated into the field.

That is of there being a uterine energetic implant in the morphic field in each human female. The Implant makes the simulation seem very compelling as it is active -child rearing ,even the way the children connect to the mother are designed to pull her out of sovereignty and heavily invested in the construct . This starts to dissipate in perimenopause which is why there is usually a burst of sovereignty around that time without which women are left depleted ( I suspect perimenopause’s symptoms are also kundalini surges-hot flashes and the like and are amenable to integration ).

I also suspect ,and I am happy for some reflection ,at how these implants actually funnel sexual energy from he male partner into the simulation too. If the woman is not initiated in how to direct the energy up into her crown …..sexual energy depleted by physical coupling in the male AND really doesn’t serve the female either. This then ties in with the energy of porn and abuse as well - a well kept machine constructed to utilise what is sacred rejuvenating kundalini like energy to keep the small self alive -barely alive .

The women that were the initiates were a small number -later they were kept in positions of power so that they were all controlling narratives and power structures from hind the scenes . They were sought-after because intimacy with them could unlock several astral powers . That knowledge was known and yet hidden well.

I believe also that the energy in the uterine implant was then yoked to the moon . That yoking caused there to be such frequent periods of fertility ( I am also “getting” how the Neanderthal women had only one or two fertile periods in their lifetimes -similar to other mammals.) The modification was made because the larger the population ,especially of souls that were as yet unidividuated ,the easier control could come by on the mental planes . The stronger the simulation ….

I am happy for any reflections on this . As always I am left with a lot of shame as,I suspect, in an earlier incarnation I was one of the brains behind this - I get the evil genius of it too well . There is a lot of heavy grief and shame that I am working with now.

Megha