Hi Open,

This article feels like a light to my heart.

Often, I see the density as black, muddy water in the emotional planes, which I wash out with the clear waters of my higher self.

But often, I get caught up in the mud — right now, I’m in that state.

I feel the intensity of me. It’s unbearable.

I’m afraid of the unpredictable me. I’m afraid of change, yet I feel trapped in the reality I’m in — caught in the middle of two polarities.

It feels like an intense pressure on my brain, like it’s going to explode.

A heavy rock feeling in the heart. My throat is clogged.

I know I’ve got a lot to dig into.

I’m afraid that I’m going insane.

This is not easy and is torturous. When im in the density, there ia no guides, no star being nations. It's just me, the alligned and misaligned aspects of me.

Thank you

Soumya🙏