Greetings!

Your question has raised so many variables... And depending on which level I look upon, fulfillment means a different thing.

Though for now, I will focus on the highest feeling of fulfillment I have yet experienced.

It's Presence - - -

That I give my pride over to;

Bending the knee.

With my hand on the heart,

With tears streaming down the face.

Rivers, flowing in and out of me.

That is fulfillment.

The feeling of being completely permeated and loved with such intensity it hurts. That is fulfillment. Putting your hand on Her and feeling Her immensity in your heart. That is fulfillment. Looking into Her and dedicating your existence to Her - to Her story. That is fulfillment. Having the field respond to that with small, meaningful gifts (even as symbols). That is fulfillment.

Letting this intervention override your own personal story - upgrading and shifting your story according to this Presence and taking practical steps. That. Is fulfillment.

Being able to utter a strong and noble NO ... to the suffocating feeling of guilt and shame - in specific situations, not just generally speaking. Finally putting your foot down.

Enough is enough.

And just like that, being liberated. That is fulfillment.

Evangeline.