Hello, Open,

thank you for your tireless and encouraging support in these uncertain days <3

Especially the description of the feelings in your mail from 5.16am helped me a lot -

That's exactly how I feel in the last few days - melancholy, listless, addicted to activity and above all to food, no matter what - the main thing is food. And playing on the computer, so distraction and occupation of the thoughts. Yesterday I played for hours and hours and it was actually like this that I wanted to stop but couldn't. Several times I thought "Now I'm going to stop" and then there was another winning streak in my game and I continued. At some point, I asked my mental team for support and without thinking, I just decided. It was as if I could hear an outcry.
It was only through your mail today that I realized the connections and also how strongly thoughts are controlled and directed.
And with what sophistication - in the last few days, for example, I was particularly concerned with the question of how I could get to Divinicus in Wales. For days I got caught up in these thoughts.
So I was led to believe that I was dealing with something important. But then the thoughts began to take on a larger and larger scale. And I felt more and more confused and anxious.
This morning in my meditation I asked the spiritual world for support to become more serene and confident. And now I feel a little calmer.

Another thing - you write in your article

"And what many will find even more surprising, is that there are humans amongst us who've experienced life as a Grey. They're often people who struggle to access their emotions or else find the expression of emotion completely overwhelming - because a grey has no emotional body, and so they struggle to assimilate emotions."

I felt strongly about this. Yes, I feel more and more that it concerns me. A good description of my handling of feelings. I will follow up this reference in meditation.

Lots of Love

Dagmar