When I'm tuning in with Openhand I feel I'm the cosmic being who has come down to this earth to self realise and serve. This feels aligned with who I really am. There's absolute acceptance of the self, purpose and joy in the being. How can I not when I realise myself as a part of a higher dimensional mission.

The human story is that I'm another brick in the wall. My cosmic self gets pushed into a box of other people's expectation. I have worked hard for this awakening. It feels painful when people can't see for what I'm. How much do I want to shatter the Illusion of mass human unconscious. What I see around is just that. Especially after the new normal, people have started coming in to spiritual communities like where I live with their laptops , working remotely for Big tech companies. Cafes have been built to serve them. Prices have gone up because they can afford it. The story being sold is that this is normal and not the genuine spiritual inquiry. I put up a poster of energy healing and people wonder what this guy is about! And because of my empathy I end up playing their game. When I play the same old game how can they even see the uniqueness in me. Because with this facilitation business I often tend to fall into the same old game of controlling my reality. It doesn't work.

So the question im asking myself is how can be the cosmic self even in the midst of mass human unconsciousness. I know it's possible. I think the way is to live it myself and then people will see the genuine reflection. I also feel the truth who I'm, when I'm facilitating other people. It's rewarding. The new normal is inside me. A myth I'm genuinely interested to explode.