Amazing writing which flows to my perceived consciousness so fluently. The "rift" as I have come to term it. I've been visualizing a bridge for a few weeks but without your sense of clarity. In this surrendered state of being, words just come, effort is barely palpable, thinking is separate from seeing. For me, the matrix provides so many earth shattering oppotunities by defining the rightness of the flow so clearly. I feel the shear density, distortion, distraction, discord, division, dissension that in those moments my perceived field strenthens and expands out as much as in where this centering occurs. Expressing eye to eye is so natural. Almost don't even absorb specifics anymore but a collective impression that initially forms than molds freely.
Sometimes the alonenss overwhelms but actually magnifies how words or reflections of specifics can lead to projection or a perceived need of validation. I don't yet understand the scanning or processing that feels disconnected after meditation, it will come on its own. The One provides divinely as the expressions radiate effortlessly yet if "their" reference points are solely in the physical realm, the "rift" is always there. It expands and contracts but it is ALWAYS there, ergo the expansion of the field fluctuates with these interactions.
Pausing.........stillness. The bullet points directly hit, so gracious to read these words at this moment. Glorious day!