Open, 

It's full-on impossible to separate myself from seeing where and how accurately those aspects of cause and effect play out in my field, and this event has been no different. This certainly wasn't the only path available to me, but I see so clearly how I played a hand in every aspect that it is almost novel to observe, besides being slightly frustrating to see the lead up so clearly and the opportunities I could have taken to -- oh perhaps the words are "karmically balance" through other means. 😅🤦🏼‍♀️

Fortunately, the entire experience has been and continues to be pretty blessed. Just as an example -- I wasn't able to make it to the hospital right away (we were camping in the forest, outside of cell range, it was very late, and apparently most of my neighbors were intoxicated 😩🤦‍♂️) but, despite having sustained what I have since learned is one of the most painful bones to break, my Knowing kicked in almost immediately. I was placed in my tent by a man named John, and, after a few minutes of processing the pain, started a pretty intense toning exercise. Eventually, guidance started coming in very strongly, and I started doing some breathwork that took away the pain nearly completely 😌 so I've been blessed to have been in almost zero pain the entire time, and, on top of that, have been healing so quickly the nurses and physical therapists have been stunned... 

I will say though, I welcome all of the prayers and energetic assistance. I'm currently encountering the hospital's psych department, as my fasting habits -- no, I'm not joking -- caused some red flags. I'm being admitted to their psych ward as we speak..

Again, again, again, so very grateful. There is nothing in the world that could take away how blessed and grateful I am to be processing and holding myself the way I have been held. Sending so much love out to you all. Please know you're always welcome in my field and I love you dearly. 💕

Always,

Sam