Marije you said...

"I guess I should start watching myself in those moments of internal conflict and paralysis as well."

Yes absolutely. Now here's the crucial point to get: you created the circumstances exactly so you could manifest the internal conflict and paralysis.

Your inner configuration of consciousness is what creates the experiences of your life. When we start to surrender to spiritual awakening, the soul begins to infuse. It's increasingly ready to take over decision making and guidance in your life. It does this by penetrating into all the places where 'you' - as an identity - close down internally. These are the 'touch points' where you're identifying yourself with the mirror - the drama of life.

The only way out is through.

So when these moments of paralysis arise, you're being offered a golden opportunity of transformation - that can change your life permanently.

Instead of trying to fix, cure or avoid them - popping some proverbial pill (which includes alternative healing) - get right into the feeling. Accept it. Soften into it. In which case, the light of your soul begins to penetrate those feelings internally.

If you can accept and penetrate the moment in this way - internally - you'll realign internally. You will self-realise in it and truly heal. This is the way to begin to transform your life into abundantly successful spiritual living.

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