safety and 'isness'
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Thanks for your response Open. Yes, we are all subject to our own interpretation of words which is often drawing on our model of life, our perspective. After responding to your question I thought you were perhaps referring to blind faith, the faith that many turn their will and power over to.
I have used the "vibration" of words to guide me for quite some time through feelings of resonance or dissonance. At times I will say something and the vibration feels "off". I use to stop at the feeling of dissonance recognizing it as "not my truth" and leave it at that. In recent years I follow the frequency through the layers where I often locate the attachment or conditioned belief. The picture I hold is of an orchestra conductor using his ear to locate the untuned instrument.
Earlier in my spiritual journey I was looking for outcomes to manifest safety; freedom and abundance are a few examples. I came to realize that when I looked for outcomes that manifest safety I was remaining in a pattern cultivated in 3D. There are so many desires one can have that when distilled down, safety is at the root. It was at this time I let go of the need to find safety in manifestations outside of myself. I had let go of finding safety in material items much earlier, and this was replaced with finding safety through desired "feelings". It was the next step on the evolutionary path where I was directed inward. After a period of time I evolved beyond manifesting through desired feelings. Now I move through life knowing that I am truly safe during my experiences. Sometimes I have to remind myself of this when my ego attempt to identify with fear. Feeling safe during an experience allows me to remain conscious and grounded throughout the experience and to at times experience the universe within me.
As I continue to evolve I understand the need to feel safe will dissolve as I deepen further into presence. I can sense in my being a shift from being Sandra wanting to experience infinite potential, to being infinite potential having the experience of Sandra. I'm smiling :-)
