Open, you feel the Spiritual Mainstream is being led astray, I see it being led astray. Permeating through all our social spaces, a dementia that's sticky in thought-form. Drowing and drowing it drags down like a black hole, so far you don't realize it. Our deepest desires & fears, points of reference and with the last train is setting off soon. We need the anti-philosophers, I can sense the thought world begining to actually weight down, with 7 billion of us acting like thinking machines it's difficult to stay focused,
And say I think you are being slightly led astray alongside the Mainstream with your sentence "And that's when life truly takes off."
I don't know how not to struggle.
Because And what does the divine really 'want'?
For you to be you ;)
Wondering through the Universe
As I entered through a door and saw The Place of Ignorance; ignoring irrelevant differences between sentient beings. We all need the freedom to find our own moral way.

The black hole is not sucking me down again, light coming into darkness. Thoughts begining to weight. I'm probably dyslexic, ment to write 'the black hole is sucking me down again'. But didn't, so I will let art happen in the moment when you see into mind of the painter. It's like staring into God, you feel very vulnerable bearing the gift of genius. So please share when something touches you deeply my dear One, felt within you as the mainstream of the soul.

"addictions are really making the choices", alright then, I give you about 40% on that one, subtle fears: 25%, veiled need/attachment (yea they are the same to me): 20%, conditioning: 5%, conscious choice: 10%. I'm doing too well :/ aa well. But that's out of the ones where you actually have a choice, you know there's the other situations where you look like you have a choice but you actually don't have a choice. Like when your really close cute girly friend sais I'm staying in Exeter till after your birthday, you don't actually have a choice of not celebrating your birthday when in reality my philosophical views are to opposse the status quo and not celebrate my brithday but treat it as a day instead. I don't actually want to make that choice anyway, much freeer this way :D
You know those situations that I'm going on about? I know you do, you have a choice but no you don't. Pictures of a car crashing now reverberate through out my minds eye, I assume you know why, what a choice to make!
I met a girl that decided to crash her car; a free spirit. We all know they are eccentric and insane, in a fun compassionate way.

But anyways, I've decided to say hello and say I'm keeping well since our last encounter at New Years Eve. That was brilliant, attachment ;)
Supposedly, private messages are supposed to not be publicly shared, but I think neither of us care if I share here. Provided I don't write something that creates confusion to any of the readers is my own requirement of any thing I sent over the internet, so I'll proof read this current works again; and realize that I said "conscious choice: 10%. I'm doing too well", when I ment to say "I'm not doing too well". aahh, is a bit like watching "Sunflower Thieves - Emmylou":

No, I'm not asking much of you
Just sing little darling, sing with me

You can't not cry at the beauty

Thanks again for posting this dude!
Rayko