I believe a soul exchange has occurred between me and my previous self seven years ago I have constant nightmares of the life that I used to live as a drug addicted non-committal highly analytical overly self-conscious; Today I am the opposite person, I'm still in treatment, 7 years already, No kids just me, as much as I feel detached from the previous life I have no regrets as for the path thru the valley of Darkness. Numerology says I'm a leader I want to be that leader, I'm ready for my 15 minutes of attention, This time like a Knight, I will die trying if need be.