Hi Anastasia!

Thank you for your reflections and sharings <3. Yes, I feel that connection as well...it feels like here you have expanded on the feelings I am experiencing at the moment about manipulation, being on the "dark side" - perhaps a resultant sense of shame and disappointment. I feel as though I HAVE misused power and manipulated people in this life - especially as a child...being the "ringleader" of some shady things that I don't feel good about. It always felt like a mismatch to how I was (and still am) perceived as - good, sweet, innocent. Yes, I can honor that I have qualities that may be described this way, but this doesn't feel accurate - it only names qualities people are comfortable accepting about me (so interesting why/how I might be creating that....I wonder about self-judgement and how I cut off the more decisive, focused, influential aspects of myself....more to look at there.

Wow - such a powerful dream! What struck me in your dream were the words "the moment I stopped running, the whole scene changed" ...how key this is!...also the dark and the light being drawn to each other and recognizing the role each plays and the common purpose...I feel a sense of immense empathy for the misunderstood and judged aspects of creation - how it reflects our own disowned aspects...those souls that have embodied the stronger distortions.

Thanks for voicing your experiences and perspectives - it's deeply helpful to feel heard and understood!

Much love,

Jen