Thanks Open. Your article was like a bugle call through the ether's new dawn. Very lovely, resonant and timely. Yes, chipping away when the going seems to get heavy and dense. keep the mobile off, don't keep checking social media, watch the screen time....little changes to break up my patterns which bring about invitations for new expression. I have realised that I have a tendency to consider a program, buy a course, engage in complexity when I felt a pull towards what I feel as my true essence. Then I feel bogged down, a bit stressed and demotivated. I've realised that this is an expression of fear, tagging and filing that true expression to be done later. These actions can feel like a step in the right direction, but can end up feeling like procrastination. However, as you say, I am aware of this tendency and I'm working through it, albeit very slowly. I certainly know the feeling of everything clicking beautifully into place through right action, synchronicity that makes me smile and even laugh. Funnily enough, having manifested all the free time I now have, I find myself occasionally questioning whether I should be doing more. I feel slight guilt occasionally and wonder if I'm becoming lazy. These days I do seem to need a lot of sleep and rest.

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