I could actually feel the torus this time in respect to the manifestation process, although watched it before. Cool! This truly developed my perception. I'm so excited about helping the humankind and Your post is inspiring. I wish I could be in the flow You so often speak of, conscious of performing a purpose. I'm uncertain if it's my ego or soul longing for such a task in this life. It's one thing to live in an existential experience of fulfilling a purpose and an other to psychologically experience it as a truth. I certainly feel rooted in this dimension with a longing to achieve physically, even if I believe in the unconscious impact of higher consciousness on others. I daily pray for divine guidance and alignment to my highest truth and the uncertainty still bothers me, although I practice to let go of as much as possible including desires. I humbly present before this community now too, in hope of some resolution or advice.

Always grateful for the gifts bestowed by You for my path... Thank You Open. And for the silent ones, benefiting humanity by their pure hearted compassion, I love You.

-Kristian