My left speaker has broken, now it makes a terrible white noise. I kept thinking there is a problem with the ground connection in the amplifier circuit hahaha, but I checked and I think it is probably a burned out component :/ My throat has been feeling itchy for a while now, maybe it will burn out o.O

Claiming back from my new university is pretty dam slow, they take like 2 months to place an order (which is about 10 clicks and takes about 5 mins of work to actually to do). What the hell do they do? It feels a bit rude to ask them directly hahahahahaha, but maybe I will

Had an operation on my bum to remove an ingrown hair that turned into a massive blocked pore. It was like the hugest spot you had ever seen! It has been growing for about 4 years hahah, so it was huge and too deep under skin to really pop like a normal spot. So now I can't sit properly, but I've not been able to sit down properly for the last 4 years so hahahaha. Anyways, 3 weeks after the operation I kissed the girl that is now my first girlfriend

My dad always shouting at the world.... Dam it! (>;<) He has a serious case of the "victim mentality" syndrome thingy (you think the entire world is out there trying to get you). The extremest case of his syndrome is he started shouting at the world because he thought he was going to get fired, when actually he didn't even read the subject title of the email and only read that it was from his boss.... I guess something about having a dad who has serious stress issues and then shouts really loudly at those close to him, is a bit a annoying. But I guess it is good training coz now people can shout at me and I don't really contract down, I just sit there shrugging my shoulders waiting for the person to chill out.... But I feel a bit embarrassed to bring him to Hong Kong from the UK since I know he will get lost and start shouting really loudly everyone (which would be my mum and her sister).

I don't know the point of this ramble, I keep thinking about "The Garden of Earthly Delights" by Hieronymus Bosch as of recent..... Living in the busiest district in the world (Mong Kok, Hong Kong according to Google), yea it could not be more in your face that we are living in the 2nd panel! Yet I feel sad since you can see China slowly swallowing the Hong Kong people.... and I think the HongKonese do pertain the nice qualities of the European people (open mindness to other cultures, and on average they marry after education) and the nice qualities the Chinese people (close family is everything and there is an absence of drugs here), soo I feel sad to see this..... Yesterday I wanted to watch the how the shadows cast by ours buildings slowly move across my field of view (a lovely tropical valley), of course I got distracted with the hundreds of people around me, but it was nice to just stare at some trees and stuff for like 35 mins hahah.

Still alive,

yours trully;

Rayko