There are several images in the crop circle that speak to how I'm feeling these days. When connected with a line, the four outer circles feel like a box to me. That's how I feel. Boxed in by the matrix: physically, mentally, and emotionally. Each of these four circles has a smaller circle in the center. They feel like nails to me, crucifying me on a cross whenever I push against the inequity and injustice of the matrix and pay the price.

In the center of the four-sided box is another circle. Five circles in all. That's the way out of the box. Through the heart center. Processing and transcending 4D karma to 5D. I know this but it's so not easy to keep going at times.

The halo symbol on the left speaks to me of the Merkaba, the spirit-light-body of the 8th chakra above the crown of a human body lying sideways and flat: head, trunk, two outstretched arms, legs/feet together, hard to move. The seven semi-circles in the Merkaba remind me of the seven chakras, our way to wholeness, our way to coming full circle when we ascend to 5D by infusing the light of our souls through the blockages in the chakras. Getting up off the ground. Standing tall. Speaking our truth no matter what the outcome. Rising up. Being free souls to help liberate others. Shining the light to 5D.

So I'm reminded by the imagery in the crop circle to continually go inwards, surrender and accept, let go, and infuse the light of my soul through my bodymind, finding the light beyond, transcending the 3D box, ascending to 5D. Where all life is served equally with unconditional love, compassion, honesty, and respect. How I long for that!

Although battered and bruised, I am a relentless renegade, when all is said and done. Aware of the need to balance surrender and will, yet often struggling to do so. I take heart from the message of our starry friends. "We're here for you."

x Cathy