Hi Cybil - greetings and welcome to Openhand - where plenty of people are having similarly profound experiences to you

Unpacking and unravelling the ego is a pretty big topic as I'm sure you're aware. What I would recommend is to come along to Openhand's online Ascension Activations Work and Retreats, where we go into great detail about what you're asking, together with guided meditations to support the process. Here's where you might find out about what events we've got coming up... Openhand Events

As insight into how we approach it, here's an Openhand lead article about breaking down identity filters in the ego...

Unwinding Inner Identities as an 'Engine' for Enlightenment

So maybe see you at a future Openhand Event. And do go ahead and browse the catalogue of articles, videos and meditations we have here.

Very best wishes

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